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[noplaceforthee]

I just wanted you to know that I was talking on Deirdre's post the other day and replying back and forth with her housemate Jinx and, well, I mean, I wasn't really flirting because I'm with you - completely and totally - but it was sort of like flirting and I just didn't want you to be upset. And I could try and write this elequently but I'll take

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[odd_symmetry]

Adrina... You can flirt, I don't mind! I know you're with me. I trust you. Oh, honey, have you been worrying about this? I'll tell you what, I want to come pamper you, but I don't want to crowd you if you're upset. If it's okay, can I come and make you something tasty? I have good news too, wherein I will eventually stop being a lazy bum!

In short, all that means I'm not upset. Not at all. You can flirt. You can find other people attractive. You can even tell me about it if you want. Sweetheart, I am not worried about us. And I understand it's only human to be attracted to other people. It hardly means the end of...anything. I love you, Adrina. We are absolutely okay.

Besides, Jinx is a sweetie.

[noplaceforthee]

No, please don't pamper me! I don't deserve pampering! And I can't- the flirting thing, I don't, I'm not a flirter and I was just being silly there but, god, I couldn't sleep thinking about it what you might think if you saw it, and even if you didn't see it just the fact that I did it. And- I feel insane right now, I know I probably sound it. I just feel so guilty and awful and like the worst girlfriend in the entire world and I can't help thinking how you must be mad at me for this even though you say you're not and

[odd_symmetry]

I'm glad you shared, Adrina, and I do not think you are insane or anything. I'm glad to know how you feel. I really am. When I said you could tell me anything, I meant it.

You don't have to flirt with other people, I was just saying it won't upset me if you do! I can see now that you were saying it upsets you though. Adrina, I am not mad. I am not mad, I am not mad, I am not mad. You do deserve pampering, for the least reason being you were honest with me, and mostly because you did nothing wrong and you feel bad about it. I want to make you feel better.

I'm not upset. I love you.

[noplaceforthee]

I'm really glad you're not upset. I don't ever want to give you reason to be upset with me if I can help it.