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in the 2 months that i didn't have a comp i wrote a lot... here are the 8 songs i wrote...they're not that great but here they are anyway...
~*Please*~
[verse 1]
with this hole in my heart, why is it still beating
with your hands at my throat, why am i still breathing
you stabbed me in the back and i can't stop bleeding
the words in my head just keep repeating
i fell, once again, for your apology
i kept taking you back but i'm all out of apathty
i'll hold you ONCE more all out of sympathy
yet we both know what's next for "you and me"
[chorus]
please... please..
stop embarrassing yourself
get up off your knees
come down off your shelf
please... you've been caught
looking like a fool
i'm telling you to stop
and it's the last i'll think of you
[verse2]
each and every word
just makes matters worse
my vision's just so blurred
i couldn't see your curse
just hold your tongue
i don't want to hear it
i want an explanation
but, honestly, i fear it
[chorus]
[bridge]
final thoughts
finding closure
forget-me-not's
going out the door
each trace of you
is soon to be forgotten
to tell you the truth
you've sunk lower than the bottom
[chorus 2x]
[end verse]
please... please...
don't make me beg
you lied to me
i was misled
please... let it end
now we both look like fools
i won't be your friend
and i won't think of you
~*Sorry*~
[verse 1]
i was sitting pretty
and you were singing to me
you never knew i took it to heart
your spiteful monody
tore at me
and TORE me apart
[chorus]
and i'm sorry
and i'm sorry
for having to apologize
yes i'm sorry
yes i'm sorry
for not telling you joyful lies
[verse 2]
the truth may hurt but it's all we've got
i'll tell you only the truth
like it or not
so Yell at me
yes Yell at me
see if i care
so SCREAM for me
yes SCREAM for me
i still won't be there
[chorus]
[instrumental]
[bridge]
and you're angry
yes you're angry
you say i never think of you
please forgive me
please forgive me
[instrumental]
[bridge continued]
please forgive me
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
for not saying "i love you"
[chorus]
~*Moving*~
[verse 1]
i've been through this before
but this hurts so much more
this time i won't be coming home
i'm out here all alone
so many postcards sent as fixtures
my idea of home is a hallmark picture
i have no home, i board the plane
with no loss but nothing to gain
[chorus]
there's nothing to learn
so erase my mistakes
home is my only reason to yearn
but "home" doesn't exist these days
my options are limited
where my misery's deriveted
i couldn't tell you when my love departed
but California's where my heart is
[verse 2]
with this foot in my mouth, people say i'm outspoken
only because of all the boundries i've broken
i'm only quiet in fear
but this hasn't been my best year
between the breakups and breakdowns
i'm no long wearing, but sewn on, a frown
and here i stand in this down-pour
only one thing i'm longing for
[chorus]
[bridge]
take me home
take me home
there's a hole in my heart
and i feel so alone
take me home
take me home
i feel torn apart
and i'm sick of being on my own
[chorus 2x]
~*It's Over (Deal With It)*~
[verse 1]
one scratch
deeply scarred
emotionally branded
damaged heart
the pain escapes in liquid form
the tears fall from unloved eyes
as i sit in solitude
awaiting my demise
STRIKE ME NOW! STRIKE ME NOW!
tell me what you're waiting for
you could kill me easily
but love hurts so much more
[chorus]
taking a stand against relationships
because breaking up can be a bitch
i'll do fine on my own
so just leave me the hell alone
[verse 2]
all this crushing
ends in crashing
all the gushing
ends with bashing
all the good things
have bad endings
through the begging
there's no bending
why do we begin
if we know it's gonna end
dating is a bad addiction
breaking up's the trend
[chorus]
[bridge]
look into my eyes
find a compromise
tell me no more lies
'cause all i do is cry
the roses have turned black
and love is suicide
dagger in the back
a wound, hard to hide
[chorus 3x]
~*The Other Me*~
[verse 1]
with such tension in the air
there is beauty in despair
leaving me to question these smiles everywhere
unknown and unseen
like the sound in the wind
that takes your breath away
it makes you suffocate
all this "beauty" isn't real
all that's real is the feel
caught in the hole of a lie
dug so deep you wanna die
[chorus]
it breathes, it dreams, i want it dead
it eats, it sleeps, it's in my head
it feed on my tears
feeds all my fears
misfit, misguided, i'm misunderstood
doing these things no one thought i would
it feeds on all my tears
it feeds all of my fears
[verse 2]
i just can't take the pain and defeat
the insufferable maddness inside of me
i'm constantly flirting with death
inside i'm hurting and out of breath
i wish the pain would go away
torture someone else today
the noose is just so tempting tonight
as it sits there in the pale moonlight
[chorus]
[bridge]
punished for every good deed
i have my own views
i only want what i don't need
which are misled truths
[chorus 3x]
~*Confusion*~
[verse 1]
matters take the best turns
but, see, our days, they fall
how i love to watch them burn
then sink, wishes, dreams and all
[chorus]
inhale, exhale, just breathe
tell me you hear me
somehow let me know
just, please, don't let me go
[verse 2]
i'd look for happiness
but i'd be searching everyday
so i'll admit, i'll confess
that i'm tired of these old cliche's
[chorus]
[bridge]
if you want to surrender
be my guest
i swear on these embers
i couldn't care for you less
[chorus 2x]
[end verse]
inhale, Inhale, INHALE, Just Breathe
tell me you remember me
my actions are all pain driven
my feelings remain hidden
it's the one thing i'll always hide
for love is truly suicide
and this, my gift, to you, my friend
note, all shall die in the end
~*Recover*~
[verse 1]
i taste the poison on your lips
so sweet as they grace mine
like taking small sips
of the finest wine
prone to heartache
and notorious for falling
oh, for god's sake
stop your balling
[chorus]
no matter the depth of your pain
get over it, stop crying
trust me, you'll love again
why would i be lying
remember the thingsthat help you get by
remember what they taught you when you were young
remember the time you couldn't cry
remember to never give up
[verse 2]
i don't wanna play games
so, please, just get real
it's always the same
you don't care how i feel
you know that i can't stand you
i don't wanna be around you
what are you waiting for
'cause i can't take it anymore
[chorus]
[bridge]
i've got nothing to hold on to
so i'll just lose my mind
to tell the truth
i've always been blind
remove this blindfolf from my eyes
reveal the hard reality
i'm sick of living in a world of lies
... like "you mean nothing to me"
[chorus 2x]
~*Where You Are Tonight*~
[verse 1]
i don't wanna say goodbye
i wish i had a choice
can't stand not seeing your eyes
can't stand not hearing your voice
i wanna make this work
but i can't
i don't wanna hurt
but i can't have you back
[chorus]
so tell me where you are tonight
are you out having a good time?
or are you sitting at home watching TV
because you can't help but think of me
so tell me where you are tonight
are you out having a good time?
so tell me where you are tonight
are you out having the time of your life?
[verse 2]
here we are
miles apart
what i'd give to feel your arms around me
i'd give the same to be free
i wanna be home
i feel so alone
your face illuminates my darkest dreams
and nothing's, NOTHING'S what it seems
[chorus]
[bridge]
of you, i think
and drown deep
so let me sink
suffocate me
[chorus]
.............k that's it.... i haven't written much since then...
the insignificant texan spec,
lauren
~*Please*~
[verse 1]
with this hole in my heart, why is it still beating
with your hands at my throat, why am i still breathing
you stabbed me in the back and i can't stop bleeding
the words in my head just keep repeating
i fell, once again, for your apology
i kept taking you back but i'm all out of apathty
i'll hold you ONCE more all out of sympathy
yet we both know what's next for "you and me"
[chorus]
please... please..
stop embarrassing yourself
get up off your knees
come down off your shelf
please... you've been caught
looking like a fool
i'm telling you to stop
and it's the last i'll think of you
[verse2]
each and every word
just makes matters worse
my vision's just so blurred
i couldn't see your curse
just hold your tongue
i don't want to hear it
i want an explanation
but, honestly, i fear it
[chorus]
[bridge]
final thoughts
finding closure
forget-me-not's
going out the door
each trace of you
is soon to be forgotten
to tell you the truth
you've sunk lower than the bottom
[chorus 2x]
[end verse]
please... please...
don't make me beg
you lied to me
i was misled
please... let it end
now we both look like fools
i won't be your friend
and i won't think of you
~*Sorry*~
[verse 1]
i was sitting pretty
and you were singing to me
you never knew i took it to heart
your spiteful monody
tore at me
and TORE me apart
[chorus]
and i'm sorry
and i'm sorry
for having to apologize
yes i'm sorry
yes i'm sorry
for not telling you joyful lies
[verse 2]
the truth may hurt but it's all we've got
i'll tell you only the truth
like it or not
so Yell at me
yes Yell at me
see if i care
so SCREAM for me
yes SCREAM for me
i still won't be there
[chorus]
[instrumental]
[bridge]
and you're angry
yes you're angry
you say i never think of you
please forgive me
please forgive me
[instrumental]
[bridge continued]
please forgive me
PLEASE FORGIVE ME
for not saying "i love you"
[chorus]
~*Moving*~
[verse 1]
i've been through this before
but this hurts so much more
this time i won't be coming home
i'm out here all alone
so many postcards sent as fixtures
my idea of home is a hallmark picture
i have no home, i board the plane
with no loss but nothing to gain
[chorus]
there's nothing to learn
so erase my mistakes
home is my only reason to yearn
but "home" doesn't exist these days
my options are limited
where my misery's deriveted
i couldn't tell you when my love departed
but California's where my heart is
[verse 2]
with this foot in my mouth, people say i'm outspoken
only because of all the boundries i've broken
i'm only quiet in fear
but this hasn't been my best year
between the breakups and breakdowns
i'm no long wearing, but sewn on, a frown
and here i stand in this down-pour
only one thing i'm longing for
[chorus]
[bridge]
take me home
take me home
there's a hole in my heart
and i feel so alone
take me home
take me home
i feel torn apart
and i'm sick of being on my own
[chorus 2x]
~*It's Over (Deal With It)*~
[verse 1]
one scratch
deeply scarred
emotionally branded
damaged heart
the pain escapes in liquid form
the tears fall from unloved eyes
as i sit in solitude
awaiting my demise
STRIKE ME NOW! STRIKE ME NOW!
tell me what you're waiting for
you could kill me easily
but love hurts so much more
[chorus]
taking a stand against relationships
because breaking up can be a bitch
i'll do fine on my own
so just leave me the hell alone
[verse 2]
all this crushing
ends in crashing
all the gushing
ends with bashing
all the good things
have bad endings
through the begging
there's no bending
why do we begin
if we know it's gonna end
dating is a bad addiction
breaking up's the trend
[chorus]
[bridge]
look into my eyes
find a compromise
tell me no more lies
'cause all i do is cry
the roses have turned black
and love is suicide
dagger in the back
a wound, hard to hide
[chorus 3x]
~*The Other Me*~
[verse 1]
with such tension in the air
there is beauty in despair
leaving me to question these smiles everywhere
unknown and unseen
like the sound in the wind
that takes your breath away
it makes you suffocate
all this "beauty" isn't real
all that's real is the feel
caught in the hole of a lie
dug so deep you wanna die
[chorus]
it breathes, it dreams, i want it dead
it eats, it sleeps, it's in my head
it feed on my tears
feeds all my fears
misfit, misguided, i'm misunderstood
doing these things no one thought i would
it feeds on all my tears
it feeds all of my fears
[verse 2]
i just can't take the pain and defeat
the insufferable maddness inside of me
i'm constantly flirting with death
inside i'm hurting and out of breath
i wish the pain would go away
torture someone else today
the noose is just so tempting tonight
as it sits there in the pale moonlight
[chorus]
[bridge]
punished for every good deed
i have my own views
i only want what i don't need
which are misled truths
[chorus 3x]
~*Confusion*~
[verse 1]
matters take the best turns
but, see, our days, they fall
how i love to watch them burn
then sink, wishes, dreams and all
[chorus]
inhale, exhale, just breathe
tell me you hear me
somehow let me know
just, please, don't let me go
[verse 2]
i'd look for happiness
but i'd be searching everyday
so i'll admit, i'll confess
that i'm tired of these old cliche's
[chorus]
[bridge]
if you want to surrender
be my guest
i swear on these embers
i couldn't care for you less
[chorus 2x]
[end verse]
inhale, Inhale, INHALE, Just Breathe
tell me you remember me
my actions are all pain driven
my feelings remain hidden
it's the one thing i'll always hide
for love is truly suicide
and this, my gift, to you, my friend
note, all shall die in the end
~*Recover*~
[verse 1]
i taste the poison on your lips
so sweet as they grace mine
like taking small sips
of the finest wine
prone to heartache
and notorious for falling
oh, for god's sake
stop your balling
[chorus]
no matter the depth of your pain
get over it, stop crying
trust me, you'll love again
why would i be lying
remember the thingsthat help you get by
remember what they taught you when you were young
remember the time you couldn't cry
remember to never give up
[verse 2]
i don't wanna play games
so, please, just get real
it's always the same
you don't care how i feel
you know that i can't stand you
i don't wanna be around you
what are you waiting for
'cause i can't take it anymore
[chorus]
[bridge]
i've got nothing to hold on to
so i'll just lose my mind
to tell the truth
i've always been blind
remove this blindfolf from my eyes
reveal the hard reality
i'm sick of living in a world of lies
... like "you mean nothing to me"
[chorus 2x]
~*Where You Are Tonight*~
[verse 1]
i don't wanna say goodbye
i wish i had a choice
can't stand not seeing your eyes
can't stand not hearing your voice
i wanna make this work
but i can't
i don't wanna hurt
but i can't have you back
[chorus]
so tell me where you are tonight
are you out having a good time?
or are you sitting at home watching TV
because you can't help but think of me
so tell me where you are tonight
are you out having a good time?
so tell me where you are tonight
are you out having the time of your life?
[verse 2]
here we are
miles apart
what i'd give to feel your arms around me
i'd give the same to be free
i wanna be home
i feel so alone
your face illuminates my darkest dreams
and nothing's, NOTHING'S what it seems
[chorus]
[bridge]
of you, i think
and drown deep
so let me sink
suffocate me
[chorus]
.............k that's it.... i haven't written much since then...
the insignificant texan spec,
lauren