This is all you have (not) been missing.

[nopointoforigin]

I am one New York Year old -- as of June 22nd.

I am two deadlines and several days shy of going home. And then I think:: I am juggling my ambition with self disgust that I barely notice anymore - except that it's choking me. I am fighting, every day, for the right to stay in a city where we believe we've done something great by surviving watch me

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[wishiwereemo]

I hate it when you point out that we haven't called you, because it makes it seem like just *I* haven't called

[nopointoforigin]

A) Em, your 5th year adviser is clearly a giant poop. It sucks that you have to work with him but hopefully he will straighten up and fly right.

B) I count on both you AND Daniel to contact me in your own various ways. I think you (and everyone else who reads me) knows that.

C) Just because we don't have the time we used too doesn't mean I don't miss hearing from you. And Dan, that goes for you too. A simple five second check in is better than feeling adrift.

D) Whether or not we spend the 4th together isn't really my concern - I was just trying to making planning easier. What sucked was that i told both of you the FEW DAYS I was going to be home and neither said "Oh, let's do something!"

E) And the point of my post was not to make anyone feel bad but rather to blow off some steam and to let the people I love know what is going on in my life. Did anyone know that between me, the Realtor and the landlord there is over $2,000 MISSING?!? I wish that were my only problem...

[wishiwereemo]

Yeah, I actually did know that! You told me last time I talked to you.

Anyway, I talked to Dan last night and we're gonna try to get home together and see you, but either way, I'll get east for you.