I keep your picture upon the wall. It hides a nasty stain that's lying there
I'm not in love, so don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made
Ok so I noticed today that I been doing alotta things for myself that I guess do qualify me as vain. Ya see the other day my manager asked me what my sign is and I answered loud and proud LEO! She then says "Oh .. well that figures you are... vain" I was totally taken by her comment. Never in a million years did I think of myself as someone who is vain. She went on to point ouit the fact that I get my nails done and always have make-up on when I come into work. So?! Maybe I like to look good when I go out or to work.
Then today my mom was bitchin to me about how I don't give her any money, which is true. But she brought up the fact that I got money to blow on my nails and a tanning membership. Then later today when I went to the store I bought some hair products along with some hair dye. And I guess thats when it struck me. I guess I do put a lot of importance to my appearance but damn.. not anymore than any other normal person. I mean com'on who doesn't like to look good and care for themselves in the best way possible?
So it got me to thinking.. Am I as vain as she said I was. I mean I just thought I was tending to my personal up keeping ya know. I like to take care of myself... whether that means gettin my nails done or buyin hair products. I dunno.. I guess it's just the thought of someone thinking of me as full of myself that disturbs me. Cuz I'm far from it... at least I think.