Good night. Started out a little after 9pm, headed over to Elz's to hang out. Scott dropped by to say hi to Elz and we headed over to TNL. Had a good sip of wine at Holy Communion. Then went out to try the gyros at the street vendor on Welch. Had to finish it off with a slurpie from Kum & Go. Walked over to Stomping Grounds, but they were ( Read more... )

I just got McDonalds to donate drinks and cups to our ISU Blood Drive!!! I'm so proud of me. First task and I haven't failed yet. Woot ( Read more... )

I just want to sit. On my new futon. With you. Whoever you are. The person who will sit with me, not need to talk. Just be here close to me as I think. Not be scared away if I begin to cry. Not press me to talk. But listen if I do. Don't tell me what to do. But reassure me that it's ok. Somehow. Let me fall asleep. Be there when I wake ( Read more... )

I refuse to lose another best friend. I refuse.

So yay for Scott inviting me to tag along with him to Jessie's. She's absolutely gorgeous and so nice, and I really appreciate them inviting me...ish anyway ( Read more... )

Yay for my Cocomo. She's the best. She came to visit me last night. The MT meeting was ok. Elz and I just wanted to shout that we are amazing and you are not, but we refrained. Until after the meeting anyway. We want to meet the rest of the team. The ppl we met seem nice, but it's all about chemistry for us. We couldn't be on a team unless ( Read more... )

I feel very blah right now. Sometimes things are great. Sometimes things suck. But I guess that's life. I can't wait until I feel comfortable. Like that feeling when you're just hanging out with your best friends and laughing and even the problems you're discussing don't feel like big deals. I miss that. I want my Coco. A lot. I want to ( Read more... )

Matthew 18:5-6 ( Read more... )

I feel a major inferiority complex coming on...

I think I may have realized why I can't just let go. I had a talk yesterday. It was pretty striaght forward, and the message was implied, but not quite there. I just can't deal with this any more. Or rather, I don't want to. It's been a year. I realized by the end of it though, that I actually let him down too. Majorly. I miss the role that ( Read more... )