I really like spending time with just a few friends. Not a huge group necessarily, just a few others. I hung out with two such friends tonight. It was so much fun. I really like them. Great that the three of us can finally hang out together -- in the past, it's never been possible. We were discussing an issue, and one person made a comment on ( Read more... )

I really need to start thinking before I talk. So I meant it in an innocent, friendly not so sexual manner (MT!) but that's not exactly how it came across...

I hate this feeling. A lot. I don't want to go back to it. I realized last night how much I've missed my friends. I like most of the activities that I'm in, but my time left with them is too short to waste on things that I don't enjoy. I thought that being busy was the answer, and it does help, but what I really need requires friends. For now ( Read more... )

I'm REALLY tired. Which doesn't help the situation. However, some people frustrate me. Like parents. Grr. Just let me go. I told you what I wanted to do. I told the truth. I even told all of it this time. So trust me. "We do trust you, it's the other people we don't trust." Whatever. "It takes a long time to build a good reputation, but ( Read more... )

They're fun to think about, until they don't come true.

I'm exhausted. So I probably shouldn't be writing. I should be sleeping. But I'm trying to exhaust myself enough that when I go to sleep I won't have time to think before I go. I've had some late nights this week. They were nice. I just can't be in that position. I can't be the other girl. I'm sorry about last week. I wish I could have ( Read more... )

Looking at adorable Valentine's Day gifts. Ugh ( Read more... )

Ick. I just got home from hanging out with the Pages. It pretty much represented my idea of a disgustingly wasteful evening, and I do believe that I am stupider for having done so. Proof: I just used the word stupider. I got a call as I left A's. I'd just made plans with her for the night, but the Pages wanted me to hang out at the same time ( Read more... )

Yup, pretty much my family is amazing. My dad is in Denver today, gets back tomorrow at 1pm and we fly to St. Louis at 6pm. That's right, we're flying. I called my uncle at 9pm today to see if we could spend the night tomorrow before I visit SLU and probably Friday night too. Of course, they'd be glad to have us. Dad called back an hour later ( Read more... )

I spent the night with Traci and the kids tonight. Her people are out of the country. I figured I'd go keep her company, or something like that. Get a call. M wants to come over, but I'm not at my house. He doesn't want to come clear out here. Sad. Tease. I hear a car door slam outside, then in the phone. Uh, you didn't ask. Traci, that's ( Read more... )