DON't VANISH...i'm only getting to know you...that would make me sad!
I know the feeling of sitting in the doctors office..and that cheap paper rustling as you sit there. I always try to stay silent and it never works...would it be so hard to not use such cheap paper? Sheesh!
Seeing as there is no one like you because you are wonderfully unique any decision you make is the right one......
hope you had a good day! what am i talking about...of course you did...your you.
chai? enemy? no...it can't be. are you sick or something? why were you at the hospital? why didn't i know so that i could come visit you? why am i in the dark all the time? i hope you are okay now. when are you going to use that number i gave you? i guess i could call you. but you see, i have this insecurity. i can't call people cus i think they hate me. even if they tell me they love me a thousand times. i think it's pretty selfish. but for some reason i can't get past it. i beat myself up about it and other people notice it too. and then tons of stuff will build up and i'll be like, who could i call and talk to? and i'll call some random person and pour everything out on them and really freak them out. and then i feel even more selfish. i try so hard to not think about myself and think about what other people need. but self-centeredness must be some kind of chronic disease i have. why can't i maintain healthy relationships in which each side gives a little and receives a little? this was just going to be a
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I know the feeling of sitting in the doctors office..and that cheap paper rustling as you sit there. I always try to stay silent and it never works...would it be so hard to not use such cheap paper? Sheesh!
Seeing as there is no one like you because you are wonderfully unique any decision you make is the right one......
hope you had a good day! what am i talking about...of course you did...your you.
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I will call.
And we will be friends.
And you will make new friends.
And smile often.
Trust me.
Just trust me.
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