Old things are the worst and the best. Maybe you should just tell him how you feel. Sometimes I wish I could do that, or could've done that, but my feelings change so quickly. It seems to me that either you keep going for it and stop kidding yourself that you're going to be able to love someone else, or let him go pretty much completely. What you guys have right now, it's not healthy for either of you if he doesn't want anything from the future. Spending that kind of time with him and doing boyfriend/girlfriend things with him and then at the end of the day trying to convince yourself that you're not in love with him and can move on, just doesn't work. I adore you my love and I wish you the best.
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