i'll show you suicide.

[nordenstam]

i wish i felt better about myself at the moment. i hate times like this, and just the feeling of emptiness. blatant longing, wanting something, empty spaces empty promises

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[trepidationx]

Worst part is, you know in the end you're not in control at all if you're doing something like that to yourself.

I hope you feel better, even if I has to be through the use of some quick fix, but then again, we all feel very American every now and then.

[dixparfait]

it's okay to feel the way you do, you have every right. but it's the feeling better part that is hard. it's like climbing a kilimanjaro for me. i'd rather stay at the bottom, feel like crap, but not put out the effort to feel better. because if i don't do it right i'll just fall and it'll hurt even more. so i always think it could be worse, it could be better, it could be worse. i'm alone but i'm not dead yet.

i love you shiella and i hope you find solace.