i cant breathe with these words in my mouth ( Read more... )

why dont you love me yet?

of course we saw this comming.

as soon as i posted the previous, i must have gotten five million text messages about who i was talking about and who is it now that has pissed me off. perhaps i should have just said it. YOU KALEIGH, YOU BITCH. thats right, your perfect existence has just been called out. you can go on, forever and a day about ( Read more... )

my fucking hobbies. anyway, lab yesterday was fun. i managed to grab a small vial (about 2 ml) of ethyl acetate, which my mother found and i seriously had to lie through my ass about what i was doing with some weird ass chemical in my hello kitty pouch. the last thing she found in there was what she thought was cocaine (woah-hoah turns out it ( Read more... )

welcome to wednesday, and this is when we start to plan our weekend ( Read more... )

as much as i really like laying beside you and looking at your face before i get to bed, i cant help but have these feelings in me and something about incompleteness makes me uneasy.  right now i feel like i'm the biggest loss of them all.  like i am in this pit and i couldnt possibly get out of it, not for the life of me.  and that makes me sad, ( Read more... )

you are new and new now [to the one you ( Read more... )

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i have an alter ego ( Read more... )

i dont think ive posted since the holidays and now that school is in session, well its back to this ( Read more... )