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[normalasylum]

malaise

what do you do when you lose sight? i know this is all just funny and beautiful but i don't feel it in this moment. i think i'll go take a walk. what do you do?

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Walk under the stars

[raven_2002]

What do I do when I lose sight huh? sight? Does that mean the lights are off in the room at night? Or close your eyes? If its any, I think. I open my mind to anything. I lose my sight, my touch, my taste, my hearing. And just think. I like to think. I zone out way to much, and its kinda scarie sometimes becuase it just happens. One min im looking at something, the next im just out of it. When I drive, I think. When I think, It helps me drive better, my body takes over and is alert while my mine is out. I blank out when my parents are yelling at me. I blank out when I think people dont care Im there. I blank out when Im laying in bed while Keith talks about his games or whatever he talks about that aren't interesting to me. I blank out when Im with my dad at work in the morning, listening to some oldie music

Re: Walk under the stars

[normalasylum]

too bad you blank out. i guess not everything is terribly interesting but maybe you can find something you didn't think before, a new thought, from watching. your mother has some strange ideas. what is marriage? i don't know what it means. it doesn't mean anything to me, except obligation i guess. it's like saying i will stay with you until you die or i die. why trap eachother? yourself? anyway i saw that sunset and that helped. did you see that sunset? it looked so bright. feel free please.

Re: Walk under the stars

[raven_2002]

Ah yes the Sunset, it was very beautiful and very red. I took some pictures of it if you wish to see them :)

Marriage is scarie for me. I never liked it. I went to 3 already and man is it boring. Its always nice to have someone you love to be with you till the very end. I dont think marriage has a meaning either, but its there. It juat shows that your with someone to the law. To the law, im single, even though Im with someone...its stupid yes, but thats how this damn world works. And the law sucks. And so does my mom. The reason why she wants me to marry so soon so I can have kids and she can be a grandmother. AHHHH to much!

So anyways, let me know if you want the Sunset pictures! I'll e-mail them to you or you can steal it from my blag! LOL. I wish I brought my tripod with me and I could have had taken a long picture of it...but forgot to. But It still looks pretty.