its almost like im physically incapable of letting things go and being completely happy. i hate when you know something, and you want to know it, but you refuse to accept that you know it. today was far too boring at school. yesterday was far too stressful. but tomorrow is a new day

OK so im back at school... i was dreading it but i suppose the return was inevitable. still trying to decide if this is the place for me. im not excited about 3 of my classes and all of the work load, BUT coming this semester: SNOWBOARDING 6 more wednesdays consecutively, until i rock. acutally i may miss one for a mark visit. ICE SKATING every ( Read more... )

i hate school and i have had a trillion papers and they are all due at once and werent assigned with significant time. i havent slept in 2 nights, and i wont be sleeping today either. my eyes are red. my essays make no sense. one is over 11 pages long, and i couldnt explain it to you ( Read more... )

This is apparenlty the last week of classes, then a study period, then my finals. well i'm going to fail. everything is catching up with me, including my non-class going, non-language lab going, and non-reading response writing. Whats sad is how crazy good i am at class participation when i dont do any of the home participation that people view as ( Read more... )

So i went into the city yesterday via 4 hour bus trip to "see a comedy show", which i skipped. i had such a fuckin sweet time. Cat and i seperated from the group for most of the trip, which was sweet because walking in hoards of 8 is a messy subject there... but i still love everyone we went with, and it would have been cool wandering off with any ( Read more... )

As markmas eve comes to a close, and the glory that is markmas begins, we must ask ourselves..... can joanna contain her excitement? NO.. i CANT.... im GOING FUCKING CRAZY WITH ANTICIPATION. i have the BIGGEST CRUSH ON MY BOYFRIEND. butterflies. cant wait. am i insane? poll the school. apparently yes. and the sad part is, i feel its more "endearing ( Read more... )

11 days till markmas!!!!!!!!! school sucks- 2 tests, 3 essays, one current event by friday. can you say..... shitty week?

i dont ever want to be an adult. i want to be a grown-up kid

i had a dream guys. about my professor ( Read more... )

time has never moved so slowly... including when the clock was broken and day light savings. why cant it be friday? p.s. homework sucks and i'm just not going to do it anymore