So sick of hearing your words ( Read more... )

as I have been lately. Just let it out...Banks tried to hug me and told him not to, so he persisted and I ended up crying and then kind of fell into his arms...yeah...really intense. I love that I have a friend I can do that with...it keeps me optimistic that I'm not so hopeless. So today is the day that Banks kept me sane. Or really...got me ( Read more... )

I want to dance, I want to feel free, I want to feel the way I've only felt a few times in my life, and some of those were not naturally induced, I was to feel completely alive. This numb thing sucks, I need a taste of euphoria, I want to feel forever and beautiful and connected; and then I can go back to being average again ( Read more... )

So I'm wondering cuz I feel like I have forgotten...

how are the rest of you guys happy?

What do you do, do you love it, are you happy?

Cuz I have no idea and I'm wondering...

I'm going to learn how to play the guitar, and write lyrics, because it makes me happy.

And on the side, I'll waitress to make money.

Casey Hood is the love of my life.

I miss him ridiculously...it's so odd to think that, and yet not...

Half of me is a twenty-year-old...I feel like the other half is a 30-year old.

I need a new featherbed....maybe?

LOVE YOU CASEY =)

Oh here you are, there's nothing left to say ( Read more... )

Bluebird ( Read more... )

He's a keeper. =)

I'm 23 ( Read more... )