I can stop lying. I can stop punching my own face. I can stop stealing money. I can stop hating my own heart. I can do it. Because of you. I can stop scratching up my cheeks. I can stop drinking so much. I can stop wanting to kill myself. I can stop wanting your perfect heart. I can do it. Because of you. I can start listening. I can say Hi. I can ( Read more... )

I listen to the wind to the wind of my soul where I’ll end up well I think, only God really knows I’ve sat upon the setting sun but never, never never never I never wanted water once No, never, never, never I listen to my words but they fall far below I let my music take me where my heart wants to go I swam upon the devil’s lake but never, never ( Read more... )

gravy. mindless self indulgence. photographs. grins. denim. plurals. sheepish. wai lani road. explosions. fires. dr. pepper. cuddling maine coon cats. blankies. camoflauge. ashes. porcelain. ice cubes. laughing. laughing. tears of "joy." moby. closed today. cadillacs. glade. siblings. punctures. squirty corn. no biscuits! pillowcases over our heads ( Read more... )

There is nothing I can do. Nothing I could have done, to stop you.

Gosh.

Maybe things are better off not being said.

there are addictions to feed.

GOD! MY MOM WON'T LET ME KEEP THE BABY POWDER IN MY ROOM! WHAT THE FUCK MAN?! THAT FUCKING PUFFIN.

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and just cry yourself to sleep.

Bring tea for the Tillerman,
Steak for the son,
Wine for the woman who made the rain come.

Seagulls, sing your hearts away
'Cause while the sinners sin,
The children play.

Oh, Lord, how they play and play
For that happy day.