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Attention all of you with that unbreakable will, whomever this may concern: how do you except me to believe that bullshit? I don't know what it is but I seem to have serious problems with God and faith and religion, and no, Jesse Lacey and Brand New do not put MY thoughts into perspective. To quickly interject, The Devil and God Are Raging Inside ( Read more... )

So it seems there's some drama on livejournal. LOLZ WITH WHO?!?!11 Well, a lot of people. I think it's pretty retarded, all of it. But, let me be honest, it is pretty fucking entertaining to sit here and laugh. If you are not entertained by the drama (of course, assuming you're not a part of it) then you, and I mean this, are a liar. Sometimes I ( Read more... )

I wish I could sleep for a couple years. I wonder where my dad is. I want to go to his grave soon. It's been a year. Geez, it's been a year and I still haven't gone. He'd be ashamed of me.

The weekend was pretty fun. Hung out with Antonio, Jesse, Davys, Kiko, Taylor, Ariella, and Caroline for the most part. Good stuff. Happy birthday Taylor. I have no idea where I am. I know where I want to be and I refuse to force it but I also feel like I'll never be there again. Aghhhhhhaaghghghahfghhghadre. Fuck me.

It's getting harder to live day by day when the future is the only thing on my mind. I'm super stressed/idon'tknow and I've lost all interest in getting a good night's sleep. I guess I've grown so accustomed to actually having a bad sleep routine that it's become my norm. Time is passing very quickly it seems. November is going to be here before we ( Read more... )

I keep having these fucking weird dreams. I don't know if I can consider them nightmares. There's no imminent threat .. there's nothing visible to be afraid of. I go to sleep every night with rad thoughts, about the band and tour and recording and all that good stuff and I wake up having to throw up. But I can't. And then I can't go back to sleep, ( Read more... )

Our first tour was a great experience. There were plenty of times where we were pissed at each other but we realized how important give and take is and everything works out. Tour is very boring for most of the time. Killing time is a big part of the day. Playing the show is the best part, especially shows like July 7th when we played The Corner in ( Read more... )

So last night's show was pretty rad. Minus the fact that Antonio pegged me in the eye with his guitar in our last breakdown, I thought it went pretty well. We just need to practice tomorrow and get tight for Burden of a Day on Friday. I hope we sell our tickets so we can play Tuesday with Across Five Aprils still. If you want one, please tell me. ( Read more... )

So, yesterday I saw The Fully Down and Versus the Mirror. Completely rad. And, Mason opened, which made it even better. They're all really nice guys. Shows like that make me want to tour so bad. So does watching the Armor For Sleep: Comprehensive Guide to Touring DVD. Agh. But I'm worried cause' it's so close and we're still so un-prepared. Anyway ( Read more... )