ok, I know I mess up a lot. I know I'm freaking stupid. but why is it necessary, with all the shit that I've been through the last couple of weeks, to yell at me about the fucking shoes I wore to graduation ( Read more... )

i don't know why I even post on these stupid things anyway ( Read more... )

long story short: learned a few life lessons, will never do that again ( Read more... )

had my math final. almost forgot everything, but I remembered it in the end. had my last ever Economics, band, and algrebra 2 classes..sadNOT ( Read more... )

pretty good couple of days. Yesterday I went to church (I know, weird huh) with Molly. I love her. afterward we went to Penny's and I got everything off my chest. and I was completely honest which is nice. I don't have to hide anything from her. I basically told her I am a messed up evil person but she still likes me. wow, I know. then we went to ( Read more... )

ok so tonight's shift was horrid. sometimes I let really stupid stuff get to me, and I turn into someone I DO NOT want to be. like theres a menace inside me, and it takes something extremely stupid to wake it up. most of the time I can keep it asleep, but tonight it took over me, and I was the menace. the most horrible version of myself I could ( Read more... )

so I've decided that I am DONE trying to make people happy. Everyone is in it for themselves and to think anything else is just foolish. I can't assume anyone is there for me, because whenever I start to trust someone, they throw it back in my face. and I hit rock bottom. I am so done with that crap. done. fin ( Read more... )

ok so I'm going to start posting daily again. its theraputic ( Read more... )

I just read some of my old entries and I can't believe how much of a dumbass I used to be. anyway.
its been a while. so heres an update of my life.

1. I turned 18. I got a second hole in my ears.
2. I work at starbucks non-stop.
3. I can't wait to graduate.
4. I'm going to NAU.
5. I hate being enrolled in 2 AWC classes. its lame shit.

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