THE BATTLES ON!

[not_a_bad_girl]

yeah....no there isn't any battle....well cept for the one in my head! Well I should have known it would soon come.... I really should have... I have been cutting more....and craving other things really badly....and I have been depressed....and yeah....so as if it were a natural thing for me... I found myself sitting on my little bed thingy...and

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[sourish]

I know what you mean... I'm only 16 years old, and I just love cutting myself... although I stopped because my boyfriend made me stop... I hope you feel better.. and plz... don't kill yourself.. it won't solve anything! Smile, you'll never know who is falling in love with your smile! :)

[anonymous]

hi...i just got out of rehab a little while ago..i was there for a long fucking time (not as long as you) and i know how it feels to be doing decent in rehab, maybe hiding a few things just so you can get the fuck out and then comming home and feeling the same way you did before you left. its a fucking pain in the ass and i know that its really depressing. been there done that. but honestly just look at the bright side..you can start all over..just keep looking for the positive as hard as that is and i promise that it will save you. sorry for the long entry and the rembaling but i hope it helps

[fireincarnation]

As much as Cross Creek teaches about coping with trauma, it also instills trauma. The very act of being locked up for years on end with no basic human rights is traumatic, and when you add the 28 forms of psychological torture that I personally witnessed . . . well, there is a lot of healing that has to be done from nothing more than the experience of being there. Not to mention the fact that noone got there without having some sort of prior trauma. As someone who has been working through the trauma of Cross Creek for the two years that I have been free of that place, I can say that healing from that is not an easy task. Therapy can help, if you find a good therapist (I've been through a couple before I settled on a good one.) Drugs definitely don't help. Talking about it does. And I firmly believe that suing Cross Creek for all they're worth will help too. I want to talk to you about some of the things that you wrote in this post, specifically the idea that you may be multiple (as I am.) Anyway, right now I am living in a house with

[not_a_bad_girl]

My names Tatiana. And I will email you....

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[drama_knight]

Hey kido, dont forget im here. ALWAYS!
(IM falling in love with your smile.)