gahh! ..thats how i've been feeling for awhile now..i have no idea what to do either..it really sucks..knowing your probably losing friends and theres nothing you can do..i thought maybe it was me but its not. its all of us that are different..changing really sucks sometimes..but i guess its for the best in the end..sorry for this lol..i just i dunno.
I'm pretty sure I'm one of the people who makes you sick these days, and who seems a lot different. You seem different to me too, and that's normal. We're changing, and we're going to get depressed a lot along the way. I've been there too. No one could tell because I smile a lot, but I think that's just the way my mouth is shaped. It sounds condescending to hear it, but I think our parents are right when they say "it's just a phase". There's not much we can do. All we can hope is that our meandering in life will lead it to something meaningful.
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but i thought id clear the air; lol, you werent one who made me sick. but you were one who i used to feel like strangers to. but i think we're working well on that arent we?
i have a feeling that i kind of fall into that category of friends. obviously i dont think ive changed that much but i'll admit that i probably have and just cant see it because i'm used to myself i guess. i KNOW i've changed but the changes i can see arent the kind that could raise conflict between friendships.. at least not anymore.
I think all of us have changed significantly the past year because we've reached a point where the experiences we've shared have really affected us, other things as well. It's lame but this change brings us one big step closer to adulthood. So it would make sense that the relationship isnt the same because.. ugh i cant explain it. it's really clear in my head though, i wish you could just "tune into" my thoughts.
"its not healthy to be generally unhappy with life for a long period of time is it? no its not. i call that depression.In that case, the majority of people are depressed
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oh and i just realized i contradicted myself a little there. or just didnt explain myself properly; in the 1st paragraph by "i dont think ive changed that much" its true in the past few months i dont think much change has occured (or maybe im just in denial..) however i do think what changes big or small are significant. does that make sense?...
sorry to sound parently but this is so normal. so many people i used to be really close with even months ago i have little to do with now. we all go through it.
but im still here and theres no getting rid of me :P
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It sounds condescending to hear it, but I think our parents are right when they say "it's just a phase". There's not much we can do. All we can hope is that our meandering in life will lead it to something meaningful.
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lol, you werent one who made me sick. but you were one who i used to feel like strangers to.
but i think we're working well on that arent we?
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obviously i dont think ive changed that much but i'll admit that i probably have and just cant see it because i'm used to myself i guess. i KNOW i've changed but the changes i can see arent the kind that could raise conflict between friendships.. at least not anymore.
I think all of us have changed significantly the past year because we've reached a point where the experiences we've shared have really affected us, other things as well. It's lame but this change brings us one big step closer to adulthood. So it would make sense that the relationship isnt the same because.. ugh i cant explain it. it's really clear in my head though, i wish you could just "tune into" my thoughts.
"its not healthy to be generally unhappy with life for a long period of time is it?
no its not. i call that depression.In that case, the majority of people are depressed ( ... )
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or just didnt explain myself properly; in the 1st paragraph by "i dont think ive changed that much" its true in the past few months i dont think much change has occured (or maybe im just in denial..) however i do think what changes big or small are significant. does that make sense?...
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so many people i used to be really close with even months ago i have little to do with now.
we all go through it.
but im still here and theres no getting rid of me :P
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