Oh god, that was one of the most terrifiying couple of days of my life and I'm still shakin' over it and Charles and Wesley managed to get to me a couple of hours ago...I really needed a hot bath and some food and something to drink and time to gather my thoughts before I could even think about thinking about it, though. But now...I need to get it ( Read more... )

Hurts...dark...can't move ( Read more... )

So the fire's finally starting to stop fallin' from the sky. And I should be relieved, except I just can't help but think that whatever's comin' next? Is probably gonna be worse. And you'd think, ok, Fred, what's worse than fire fallin' from the sky and earthquakes and demons in the street and ( Read more... )

Fire raining down from the sky? That's what I'm calling a major sign of the apocalypse. Rats, rats I can deal with, heck rats I can deal with all week long. Even the bleedin' walls are ok, if you just bring enough bleach. Or some really thick paint ( Read more... )

See, I don't mind the rat calls so much. Except tryin' to get Wes or Gunn on a rat call is just the hardest thing in the entire world and we just had to give up on 'em. Cause Angel was always willin' to go but he always got this look on his face. And I'm just not sure if it was hunger or nostalgia or just, you know, bad thoughts. Cause he used ( Read more... )

We...we lost one of the girls. Slayers, but she was really just a girl. Only fifteen and...Her name was Elizabeth. I have to remember her name, because it's all she really had to leave behind. She tried, and she was brave and she was really excited about being a slayer, even if I think it scared her a little bit, but she was determined to do ( Read more... )

Well, I probably shouda seen that coming a million miles away - it's not like Angel's every totally happy seeming for more than a microsecond before he's gotta find something to start broodin' about. I mean, Cordelia's always warned me that he's moodier than all get out and it's not like I haven't seen it for the past year. But this time he just ( Read more... )

Ya know, no matter where I go in the hotel anymore there are just girls everywhere, it's impossible to find a quiet place to do any research or anyhin'. I'm startin' to wonder if I'm gonna make it through however long it's gonna take before we get 'em all trained and, well, whatever it is we end up doin' with 'em all, ultimately, cause I still ( Read more... )

I can't believe I've..oh my god. I don't know how Wesley can even look at me ! The way I was flirtin' and carryin' on and ...wearing Faith's leather pants ! Drinkin' and carryin' on and not helpin' with the research at all ( Read more... )

Ok, I just can't tell you that this isn't exactly what I signed up for when I got back from a hell dimension. Or maybe it is exactly what I signed up for but I wasn't exactly in my right mind so I don't think it's fair for Angel and everybody to hold me to it, and they should stop making me do this whole fightin' evil thing right away. Or at ( Read more... )