Where in the World is Lilah Morgan? Not that anyone was wondering, but hey...

[not_a_lie]

Okay, so you may have noticed I've sobered up a bit and finally changed my clothes. Or you may have not noticed cause well, while you were out I chartered a private jet and currently am in Paris. Hotel Ritz to be precise, mostly because I know they aim to please. It's nice being someplace where you can leave but you don't really need to because

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[rogue_lawyer]

Yeah, you're just trying to get the hell out of Dodge before this 'enforced theraphy' rumor comes true, aren't you? Smart lady. Why didn't I think of that first?

Go sort out your head. L.A. isn't going anywhere without you.

Screw you. I have not gone soft. Just looking forward to normal levels of caustic humor again, is all.

[not_a_lie]

Hey, no where in my contract does it say therapy. Immortal soul, yes. Therapy no. And you know, those contracts, once you sign, there really isn't much changing them. Because as I've said before, smarter than you.

Trust me, I know. Well maybe to hell, but I think we already knew that.

Did I say you'd gone soft? (Today) No. But the degree of nicety in our conversations of late is a bit disturbing. So screw you, little man.

[prodigal_slayer]

I'm dropping a line.

And what is the marshmallow thing all about?

[not_a_lie]

I was drunk, and possibly also as Gunn said dressed up like Yale Barbie, and Lindsey fed brought me marshmallows. Is there something unclear about this?

I'll get back to you on the music.

[not_a_lie]

Like You -Custom http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2PJOIGVV (windows media)
But I'm Experienced Babe -Tori Amos http://www.megaupload.com/?d=ICWZDA0L
Do You Wanna Touch(?) -Joan Jett http://www.megaupload.com/?d=FVD2D84N
Human Nature -Madonna http://www.megaupload.com/?d=DT5CF9TD (windows media)
Ballroom of Mars -T. Rex http://www.megaupload.com/?d=JX7R9FUJ

[watcher_pryce]

I will, as soon as I find some time. The girls *are* quite demanding. All three.

//Locking against everyone except Lilah//

It was my fault. I should've gotten you to a safer place. Especially with Angelus around. If I'd gotten you out of town, if only I'd protected you better this wouldn't have happened. That wasn't Cordelia, that was Jasmine and you know it.

I was also unable to get you out from under the contract, no matter what I tried. I should've known fire wouldn't work, given our...relationship.

Taking Connor was the right thing to do, given Angel's behavior. And all things considered, I'd do it again. But I was a gullible fool to fall for Justine's trap and therefore it is my fault that Connor had to grow up in that hell.

It's not true. But thank you saying it anyway.
//Unlock//

What music thing?

[not_a_lie]

I can imagine.

//Locked against everyone except Wes//

Don't beat yourself up over it. You had bigger problems to deal with. Like saving the world? (Yes, I'm selectively choosing to forget other specific circumstances.)Walks like a duck, talks like a duck...We all have our demons (or gods) to deal with... So, I don't buy the not my fault deal. That's just me though.

And you tried. That's more than most people would do. I was impressed.

A lot of people are to blame when it comes to Connor. Not just you. You just wanted to save him. You know, I'm starting to see a noble, yet ultimately unsuccessful attempt trend here.

What's not true? The you being a good person/selfless thing? Yeah, it is. Possibly a little too much for your own good.

And I know it doesn't mean much, but you did save me. In a way.

//Unlock//

The music meme? I choose songs that I relate to you.

[watcher_pryce]

Yes, I'm sure. How is Paris?

//locked against everyone except Lilah//

Saving the world. Saving my 'friends'. I'm getting rather tired of it, but it seems it's become a bit of a reflex. (What other specific circumstances?) It probably is you. Because the way I see it she was possessed by Jasmine. Unless it was the way Billy Blims blood effected me, in which case... I'd rather not think about that.

Sometimes trying is not enough.

Perhaps. But if I'd not taken him and decided to take care of the problem on my own, things might've gone differently. I was going to tell Angel, before the signs took place. He looked happy though, and I thought to myself 'Angel would never kill his son. What was I thinking'? Then the earth shook, there was fire, blood...and I knew I had to move fast. In the end, it was still my fault. Thank you so very much for pointing that out. I'm well aware about my failures

I'm not a good person. A good person doesn't get tied to a chair to nearly be tortured to death and thinks he probably deserved it. A good

[not_a_lie]

Nice actually. Pretty much stayed inside the hotel so far. Drank where Hemingway drank and then went back up to my room and read some Hemingway. Finished off a Farewell to Arms in single sitting. Tonight I think I might go and hear some jazz/cabaret. Although I have to say Cartier, Chaumet, and Chanel; kind of calling out to me.

//locked against everyone except Wes//

The saving the world thing; my sentiments exactly.(Oh, I don't know the 'I'm good now Lilah be gone with you', taking away my pride, dumping me in a sewer, and making it painfully obvious how in love you were with Fred right in front of me. And I'm going to shut up now, because I'm not trying to be hurtful.) You see it how you need to see it. Cordelia obviously means a lot to you. She killed me. What can I say? I'm not one to forgive easily.

Sometimes Wes, trying is all a person can do.

You're obviously stuck on not forgiving yourself so I won't try to make you. Hey, I believe there was a noble in there. Don't forget that part.Maybe, but you're forgetting one thing

[destructo_gal]

Thanks Lilah, I think.

And yeah I get the hypocritcal thing about judging my 'stepmother' for marrying an older man when both men in my life have had centienials, one a bicentienal, but you know it is a bit different.

Oh, I'm not letting Savannah work for you. We might be like not at each others throats but you are still evil and she has to have permission from a gaurdian, which is me. And No.

[not_a_lie]

Yeah it is. They're both dead. Which brings up even more issues, doesn't it?

And I invited her to live with me, not work for me. Although I did offer to help her work her way to the top of Wolfram and Hart. Where, btw, all your friends are employed...

Hey, I genuinely like the kid. Which is saying something. Because Lilah Morgan and children; yeah, not so much.

[destructo_gal]

Yeah, I know. I'm so through bothering trying to defend myself.

She's not living with you either, sorry. I know my friends work at W&H; you do not have to remind me thanks.

Good for you. Don't corrupt her.