i think im in love still with one of my exs. no its not

-jose
-brandon
-thomas....eeew....worst mistake of my life...........ugh hes such a ....ooh theres not even a word for him..
-brennan
-enrique
-erwin
-roman
-christian
....who else have i well not even dated him i mean like we talke dalot but even my best friend couldnt help me......i didnt know what ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaah ok i made varsity! i am sooo happy! i mean cheerleading on varsity wow. like wow. im so damn glad. and hey kat i have stephanie she used to go with us at PMS in my gym class she says hi. lol. um ya i love magnet cus we dont have books. um......and everythign is cool. except i dont fit in very much um ya.....so hahahaha lol i made ( Read more... )

its official i am the laziest prsn alive. lol. i wanted to delete this and noooo......i didnt do it cus it was toooo much work.....lol....cant wait for tues its gonna be kick ass and awesome....srry marc....um ya.....sun day is goonnaa bee funnn. lol. well ya. anyhoo.....bored....think ill take a bath....agian.....lol....biness

since i seem to be pissin ppl off so badly im gonna change my sn, xanga, lj and everything so im sorry if this is an inconvienience for anyone.....not that u care....

ive noticed something......its like everytime you find soemthing you cant live without......its too good to be real....its like......taunting.....you know.....hm......i realize now i can never find something that will last because each time its the same thing were going to different schools, or he gets scared that its too good to be true and im ( Read more... )

well i like went to nathans party it was fun and thomas was there so it was nice. lol. yea i duno i do like thomas alot but we cantlike have a conversation ya know its stupid. i mean it really stupid. but i duno i mean ive felt this way before with like brennan but ya. i like soemone else tooo........like everything reminds me of him...like wen i ( Read more... )

hahahahaha. im so kick ass today was my orientation at Cleveland and omg i swear it was soo boring lol. i saw fonz and he looks soo hot and hsi voice is hott too. hes nice. um i saw a whole crapload of ppl from PMS it was weird i even saw carly veneracion. it was funny. and like i got my locker and took a tour, although i didnt need one......i ( Read more... )

i cant say im in love cus i kno its not.......i wont like act on it or anything because my 2 closest friends are still smitten with him so i think ill put my "love" on hold u kno. and im sorry i madea big deal about everything. well ive gtg get my nails done since i didnt have time yesterday. shit my hair is soo short. not even a pony tail left

i hate drama. i hate everything. aaaaaaaahhhh..... i dont wanna face anyone this weekend.....im not up to it...god i feeel like such a damn idiot. a damn idiot. god......how could i have ever.........and now........grrrr! im so pissed off at myself. i hate this. god....im crying......like an idiot......what  is wrong with me...... god i cant take ( Read more... )

                  I THINK IM ACTUALLY MAYB FALLIN 4 HIM!!! FONT>

i am so damn serious.......its so weird.......well anyways my doctor says im underweight and like ya....is 96 really that bad ? i duno she says i need to gain at least  7 more pounds. aaaaah i am the luckiest girl in the world......at least now......aaah he makes me ( Read more... )