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You know, whether my conscious knows it or not, I have pretty awesome friends. I shall list them...under a livejournal cut.
There's my four closest friends:
Jessica: we've never really had a fight because most of the quirks you have are the same that I have so it would be really hypocritical to get mad at you. I mean wouldn't that be stupid, "Dammit, Jessica, you're always so damned angry!!!one111!"
"So are you."
Andrea: Crazy, Loud, Insensitive, Black, Ghetto, that's what I love about you. You have your quirks but you would get the most improved award out of all us. If it was just me and Jessica, well, things would get dull. You don't need two people who are similar to be around each other all the fucking time. To every Sanzo and Goku, you need a Gojyo.
Pam: We've had our differences, duh, it's Sanzo and Hakkai. But you're a good friend and a good person when you don't let your faults get to you. Or let anyone get you. What else can I say?
Chris: You are the funniest, most disturbing, black ass, son of a bitch that I've ever met in my entire life...but you've been there and listen to my shit when I felt like I had no one. I really appreciate that.
Boyfriend:
Joe: How do you put up with me? You are a greater person than you can imagine. You have greater patience, understanding, compassion, etc. than I ever will. Again, how do you put up with me? I will like a shit covered, rabbied, dog when I'm around you. I want desperately to be better for you. I would do anything for you.
Then there's school friends:
Joey: You know, us not talking for nine months really helped, even though that sounds funny in more way than one. People dying around us was a good thing to make our friendship better. You remind me of myself in so many ways, good and bad. How lucky am I to have an ex boyfriend turned friend like you.
Patti: You're like a little sister to me. I know you'll grow to be a better musician than me and I can't wait for that day.
Robert Claunch: You were one of my first friends at CCA. You stuck by me in my craziness, my hostility, my hypersexual tendencies, my stupidity, my down right insanity....wow, you're crazier than me. Hehe, just kidding, you're really cool in more ways than one. You got me out of my ignorance and made me not be a neo-goth...that would be gross.
Phoebe: You are the perfect girlfriend for Claunch and you know how I feel about Clauch (wait, that sounded sexual but you know what I mean) and that's saying something.
Amy L.: Although I've felt distant to you. Although, I've felt that it was hopeless. I want desperately for you get better. I wish you were better but you're still a great friend and the three musketeers aren't over (she would get that, most people here wouldn't.)
People outside of School (that includes people who have graduated):
Amythyst: I wish I could hang out with you more but you are like Claunch but in a bigger way. You're your own person, you're Claunch, you're me, you're everyone and no one. What beauty the world shall see in you and what beauty you shall later encounter, I promise.
Bryant: You perv. But I'm a bigger than thou! I hope you don't get bitter because you're beautiful as you normally are. Although, you don't see the fruits of your labor when you're nice but I do. Maybe you will later.
Gary: You are the gayest mofo but I love ya! I hope life, love, and etc. comes your way. If you weren't gay I would do naughty things to you. ;) I bet if you read this then you would say, "if you had a penis I would do equally naughty things to you." I shall send naughty thought waves to you. Peace, love, and a hard cock.
Everyone at the Theatre Center: You are probably the most amazing people I shall ever meet. I am lucky that I opened my heart to not be arrogant. I'm lucky to meet people like you for better and worse. I love your quirks, knowledge, and etc.
Chuck: You are probably the greatest director I will ever have. I have learn more in six month period in The Nightingale and Bocon than I will ever. I learned about theatre and life in those months.
Flute Choir at School: Amazing times. I got Drama. I got knowledge. I got music. Lovely lovely music that am fortunate to play. God knows that I wouldn't trade that for anything.
If I'm forgeting anyone that either means
A) I'm not being passive-aggressive and I just forgot you and I'll tell you in person what I think of you. Or that I purposely didn't put on this list just to tell you person. Maybe I'll perform what I think of you.
B) You were a bitch and I didn't want to ruin my good mood. If this is potentially so, please don't ask me what I think of you because it'll be unpleasant.
C) You are family and I've already told you what I think of you, stop asking! What are you fishing for compliments (or insults for some)?
Oh sweet Jesus, sounds like a prelude to suicide. It's not, I just love my friends.
Janine
There's my four closest friends:
Jessica: we've never really had a fight because most of the quirks you have are the same that I have so it would be really hypocritical to get mad at you. I mean wouldn't that be stupid, "Dammit, Jessica, you're always so damned angry!!!one111!"
"So are you."
Andrea: Crazy, Loud, Insensitive, Black, Ghetto, that's what I love about you. You have your quirks but you would get the most improved award out of all us. If it was just me and Jessica, well, things would get dull. You don't need two people who are similar to be around each other all the fucking time. To every Sanzo and Goku, you need a Gojyo.
Pam: We've had our differences, duh, it's Sanzo and Hakkai. But you're a good friend and a good person when you don't let your faults get to you. Or let anyone get you. What else can I say?
Chris: You are the funniest, most disturbing, black ass, son of a bitch that I've ever met in my entire life...but you've been there and listen to my shit when I felt like I had no one. I really appreciate that.
Boyfriend:
Joe: How do you put up with me? You are a greater person than you can imagine. You have greater patience, understanding, compassion, etc. than I ever will. Again, how do you put up with me? I will like a shit covered, rabbied, dog when I'm around you. I want desperately to be better for you. I would do anything for you.
Then there's school friends:
Joey: You know, us not talking for nine months really helped, even though that sounds funny in more way than one. People dying around us was a good thing to make our friendship better. You remind me of myself in so many ways, good and bad. How lucky am I to have an ex boyfriend turned friend like you.
Patti: You're like a little sister to me. I know you'll grow to be a better musician than me and I can't wait for that day.
Robert Claunch: You were one of my first friends at CCA. You stuck by me in my craziness, my hostility, my hypersexual tendencies, my stupidity, my down right insanity....wow, you're crazier than me. Hehe, just kidding, you're really cool in more ways than one. You got me out of my ignorance and made me not be a neo-goth...that would be gross.
Phoebe: You are the perfect girlfriend for Claunch and you know how I feel about Clauch (wait, that sounded sexual but you know what I mean) and that's saying something.
Amy L.: Although I've felt distant to you. Although, I've felt that it was hopeless. I want desperately for you get better. I wish you were better but you're still a great friend and the three musketeers aren't over (she would get that, most people here wouldn't.)
People outside of School (that includes people who have graduated):
Amythyst: I wish I could hang out with you more but you are like Claunch but in a bigger way. You're your own person, you're Claunch, you're me, you're everyone and no one. What beauty the world shall see in you and what beauty you shall later encounter, I promise.
Bryant: You perv. But I'm a bigger than thou! I hope you don't get bitter because you're beautiful as you normally are. Although, you don't see the fruits of your labor when you're nice but I do. Maybe you will later.
Gary: You are the gayest mofo but I love ya! I hope life, love, and etc. comes your way. If you weren't gay I would do naughty things to you. ;) I bet if you read this then you would say, "if you had a penis I would do equally naughty things to you." I shall send naughty thought waves to you. Peace, love, and a hard cock.
Everyone at the Theatre Center: You are probably the most amazing people I shall ever meet. I am lucky that I opened my heart to not be arrogant. I'm lucky to meet people like you for better and worse. I love your quirks, knowledge, and etc.
Chuck: You are probably the greatest director I will ever have. I have learn more in six month period in The Nightingale and Bocon than I will ever. I learned about theatre and life in those months.
Flute Choir at School: Amazing times. I got Drama. I got knowledge. I got music. Lovely lovely music that am fortunate to play. God knows that I wouldn't trade that for anything.
If I'm forgeting anyone that either means
A) I'm not being passive-aggressive and I just forgot you and I'll tell you in person what I think of you. Or that I purposely didn't put on this list just to tell you person. Maybe I'll perform what I think of you.
B) You were a bitch and I didn't want to ruin my good mood. If this is potentially so, please don't ask me what I think of you because it'll be unpleasant.
C) You are family and I've already told you what I think of you, stop asking! What are you fishing for compliments (or insults for some)?
Oh sweet Jesus, sounds like a prelude to suicide. It's not, I just love my friends.
Janine