Christmas lights for the Grinches and.... VERY BIG HELP ME

[not_nahrrington]

Un, the best Christmas video ever.

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Heehee Norrington is fabulous. (Thankyou shipwammi for finding this

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[not_nahrrington]

Yeah... except, now that it's summer holidays, I don't have any school for 6 weeks and can't do anything with this RL thing. And, since I've almost completely moved on from JD I won't have much to do in the next 6 weeks.

Not only that, JD is quite literally the reason I'm alive (perhaps a chosen-friends-only post is in order) and that's hard to let go of. It feels like I'm saying to a lifeguard that just CPR'd me, "Next time, do it more quickly."

I'll find something.... I hope.

[angelodelpirata]

Sweetheart, its always okay to take a break from something you like. If you're into something for too long, you're bound to get a little tired of it after awhile. Take a sabbatical and see where it leads you. Hope to see you tonight online.

[not_nahrrington]

It's not that I'm tired of it; it's that I like something/one else more, and that it only took me four days. And this new obsession - I can't do squat with it. Nothing at all. And (this will sound stupid) the JD obsession saved my life five times, long story, I can tell you if I see you later. This new one is, age-wise and just generally, meaningless.

Which, basically, is what sucks. :/

[june7rose]

The RL obsession is the reason the FL one is dying. I know if I had a significant other, I would certainly not spend so much time here everyday, I just have nothing else joyful to do.

But just so you know. This one:

3 - The voice is... just... another voice.

is blasphemy.

I wish I could live an obsession free life too. I would love it if I would fall out of love with JN, it's really what's the word.....*odd*....to say the least, if I were your age it would be different, but at mine, it's a touch scary.

But you can't control who you fall in love with -- even if you B is an FB.

[not_nahrrington]

...I just have nothing else joyful to do.

Ditto. What pains me is A) I can't do anything with this new 'obsession'; B) I feel... what's another word for disrespectful... to the dying obsession. C) I keep bashing myself (not literally) for telling myself that I couldn't, shouldn't, and now won't find a new obsession. And, D) I've wanted to fall out of fangirl love for about three months now, yet now that it's happened, it's with the most unlikely circumstance, and I don't want to fall out. Of course, I have six weeks to try and kill my new obsession, since it seriously should not exist.

I guess I just have to snap out of this muddled brain of mine and find something or someone else. I have all summer - I think I'll manage.

[potcwriterangel]

Yeah so basically I still stand by what I said earlier, just changed the name around a bit ;)

[shipwammi]

*HUGETH*

Hey don't feel bad. It happens. Trust me. ;) And who knows, obsessions can always come back randomly seven year later! Weird, I know.

But I can't wait to here all about this EC. :D TTYS.

[not_nahrrington]

Seven!? SEVEN!??!?!?!?!!?

*headbang*

Yes, soon. I just gotta have breakfast. :)

[scuffers]

Obsessions come and do, dear. Use me as an example, okay? I'll give you a moment to think about that.

...

See, it's normal. Don't kill yourself over not liking something and liking something new, okay? IT HAPPENS. Enjoy your summer and take the time to relax, okay? Merry Christmas, chicka.

[not_nahrrington]

*thinks*

Awlllllright. :)