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[not_not_gay]

Everything in my life is just ending. Robyn won't live with us next year so now someone else will take her spot and I cant live with that. I dont even know if I am going back to school if things dont work out with her. I have never felt this sad in my entire life. I am beyond suicidal I am just dead already. She hates me and has cut me out of

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[jolo702]

HEY! snap out of it... I really don't know what your situation is with this girl Robin, or who she is, but I've been in a similar boat MANY times..(it's sad lol)...so i'll take a stab in the dark and say this:

As hard and as pointless everything seems right now, it's not permanent. I happen to believe everything really does happen for a reason...maybe you're destined to meet someone absolutely fabulous because of this whole fiasco. Or you never know, time does heal most wounds...just breath for a while and let her cool off, THEN you two can talk it out. You're a good person, I can tell..don't put yourself down. Alot of people care what happens to you, even people you don't even really know, i.e. myself. So remember we're all just little teeny tiny dots in the universe, and in the bigger picture, stuff like this doesn't matter all that much. So...don't do anything stupid, or I will hunt you down and kill you myself. toodles!
~Jory

[joeyroo]

I am sure she will forgive you. I hope you're awright *hugs you*

[urgent_stare]

why youre broadcasting this on livejournal, im not sure. but i guess i will address you in the way you wish.

contrary to what you think, i *do care about you and i *dont want you dead, etc. which is why the things you said hurt the way they did. now, you cannot become suicidal and hopeless if i dont run back and forgive you the day after you blow up at me. you cannot expect that out of anyone. you need to give me time to breathe and get over what you said. its either all or nothing with you. i cant play by your rules this time. i need time to cool off.

[not_not_gay]

I am respecting you, I dont know what else I can do. I broadcasted it on here because I dont have anyone who I can talk to and I needed to put my feelings down somewhere. I wouldn't go to our friends and say anything like this because they know you. I am not suicidle I just can't handle any of this right now. If I could kill myself I would, but I am not like that, and I am not going to pretend that I am, but I do feel like there is nothing left in my life. I am sorry that writing it here pissed you off, I didn't mean to cause further damage. I wrote you another email, you should read it.

Bye

[urgent_stare]

im not pissed.