I feel really bad about something and i donno what the hells wrong with me but anger comes out in odd ways and i dont understand why i cant have what everyone else does i always have to deal with this gay hurt that people give me no one cares anymore and me and durnen talked about it and i dont get how he can just deal i cant i actually pay ( Read more... )

Yeah today was okay I woke up and cleaned alot and sarah called me and omg chris proposed dude thats so awsome her and chris are going to be mrs and mr. chris slusser muahaha amd uhh she came over and helped me clean and then byrd called and my intentions were to stay home all day but he wanted me to go with him jeramiah and jessica to see meet the ( Read more... )

Today was okay I guess I slept for a good hour last night (couldnt sleep) so yeah I woke up to like 3 phones ringing and like 20 min after i woke up i went and got my hair cut off and i have to say i like it this way then i came home and showered and got ready and me and heather went shoe shopping then after that heather dropped me off at brians ( Read more... )

Some days I feel like I should have ended up in my sisters situation im not a normal kid i dont like to dance or party im not into drinking or drugs im not easily pressured nor do I have sex with multipal people i cant even take the fact that my boyfriend has slept with multiple partners i cant take being around a lot of people i get to nervous ( Read more... )

Happy 17 birthday Brian & Amy

Tony just dropped off my green converses I love that kid so much


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we have talked and I almost feel better but ALMOST isnt good enough iv still been waking up upset having that same cold dream friends arent around and the only one that is i feel that i have hurt in some bad way a way i never meant to and for that im sorry its 9:11 im going to hang out with him today after he cashes his check and picks up my ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas!!! Yeah today was good i got to see my baby and it was f-u-n I took like a million pics...


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Well uhh like I said I was waiting for a call well I got it and Tony couldnt come hang out so I talked to Durnen and Lisa called me and I ended up just going over to Brians and hanging out with his family but he came home like 2 min after I got there and Lisa made us hug and then I donno we talked opened presents had our tad bit of fun and watched ( Read more... )

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