They Won't Mean A Thing

[not_the_norm16]

I'm going to spend my next six months
Hating my last six months
Instead of savoring them like I should.
Home should feel like a haven,
Not a prison cell.

I'm going to spend my next six months
Knowing that it's only going to be a change of scenery
Not a change of feeling;
Wanting to love the hours
When you're making me hate the minutes.

I'm going to

Comments

run-on sentence much?

[lakerdonald]

this was short, you're right

and while i somewhat understand, i am a terrible person and would like to paraphrase what you said once in saying that it makes me sad to know that none of it's about me anymore.

also, and this is probably too candid for lj, but idc - so that dream: you came up to see me, and i was on a break with badonka, and you were there and it was just comfortable and i realized that i miss you.

but for what it's worth, i am on a break with bianca and i do miss you and i hope to see you soon and there's still an us, even if one or both of us refuse to admit it.

thank god i'm drunk, i would have never said that otherwise.