I just want to say...

How dare he be like me...
and how dare he make me feel this way...

and thank whoever there is to thank that he exists.

im so busy i could cry... actually I'm sick so I have to stay at home and sleep, which also makes me want to cry. But I've pretty much ran out of tears in the past week...I've cried enough. I miss everyone.

Okay, so it’s really hot, we’re pulling weeds all day, I feel like I’m six and suddenly I’m a college student. What just happened? Everything is really spacious... And does the relentless crying for three hours mean that I don’t have to cry anymore? If I cried when I said goodbye, do I still have to miss people? If I miss people will I have to ( Read more... )

absolutely gorgeous. really.

I'm stressed ( Read more... )

I’m scared. I didn’t feel this way before. I thought I was done with this place, with these people, but things have changed. I can’t pretend I’m not going to miss people. I’m scared, guys. I’m really scared. New York is far away. Far away from hugs… far away from my safe places…far away from…home ( Read more... )

i can't believe they liked my poetry so much. I can't believe i was so nervous! I can't believe my own mind tonight...

Three times fast:I will decipher you ( Read more... )

“I wish I could have gone to college,” he said. “You still have time.” I said. It didn’t come out nearly as nice as I had planned. I take it for granted, I really do. College seemed expected of me… and I definitely expect even more… but thanks to him for putting it into perspective ( Read more... )

Honestly, do any of you ever forget to breathe? Seriously. Sometimes it just slips my mind…