today was another miserable day...i woke up with a sore throat and i still have it i guess it must just be allergies...

i MAY go to the movies tonite with people if my parents let up for once...its not like im leaving every nite like abbey and she doesnt even have to say when she leaves she just leaves...it ticks me off...its the nine o clock show ( Read more... )

Im not ready to let go of you...i love you...AND IF ANYONE THINKS THEY KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT THEY DONT CAUSE ONLY YOU KNOW...no one has any idea what im talking about no matter how much they think that they do...i dont know what to do...anyways lets get onto a happier subject...school sucks...i guess thats not too happy but o well...rite now ( Read more... )

everythings a mess///last nite was the fair...it was ok but it didnt go how I wanted...i was mad...some one kept pushing me away so i just left them and then they act like were friends im sick of it...i had to leave cause they were looking at boys and they didnt want anyone to think they had a boyfriend...well guess what no one would even approach ( Read more... )

well i just got home from the labor day picnic thing a little while ago...then i had to husk 4 dozen of corn 8( ...today i feel happy but im really not...i dont know why haha...tomorrow morning is marching band8(...then the fair once again8)...(two words:*I hope*)ok that was out of nowhere but o well 8) haha...now i would say something like im out ( Read more... )

well i just got home from church...now im getting ready to go to a family labor day picnic...i wish i had a girlfriend...i dont know why 8)...i feel sick...ive felt sick since yesterdays race...by the way,the next one is this tuesday at our course rite after school...come watch me!haha...marching band parade is tomorrow morning at stoneboro fair ( Read more... )

well i just got home from my first cc invitational...i ran varsity and got 46 out of 75...my time was 21:15 and it was a 3.2 mile course...i didnt want to  run varsity since it was my first year...i wanted to run jv...they ran the same course just at a different time apart from varsity...but if i would have ran jv i would have got 3 place according ( Read more... )

sorry for not writing...well right now everything has taken a turn...i got an email...important one but i dunno... everything always works out so ill just be happy...haha...well thats the important thing... 

im am so sorry for the lack of updates!i am ashamed!haha...well scool sucks...i miss having sleep-in-till-11-or-even-12-days haha...rite now lucinda is really confusing me...i just want you to know im here you can tell me anything...i just dont know whats going on...i dont like mind games...well scool has sucked...i guess the FIRST WEEK is ok cause ( Read more... )

today was the first day of learning misery...it sucked...i have a HUGE migrane...school is ok one day a year but thats enough for me;)...i have two empty lockers on both sides of me tho!yay...whoopee...thats about all thats good that happened to me today...my locker is opposite of dae and cars tho 8*(...we hardly got to talk at all today...i ( Read more... )

today is another one of my sad miserable days


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