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not_your_hero81

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Jan 03, 2005 16:02

Er. Right, well. It's been a long time, hasn't it? I've found that there are something things I can't write about in this thing, for some obvious reasons, and some reasons I'm still trying to work out. But, not that any of you care, but I've had a lot to deal with, and I'm finally getting over myself, and realising what an arse I've been. I don't ( Read more... )

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gryff_parvati January 3 2005, 17:51:03 UTC

Are you here in the Great Hall with us? I can't see very far and-

well, it's not like we're scared or anything ridiculous like that, but we'd, we'll, not feel better, because we're not scared, at least I'm not, but it'd be good. If you were here, I mean.

not_your_hero81 January 3 2005, 19:56:58 UTC

Yeah, I'm here, just usually not in the same spot. I'm scribbling this over by the Slytherin tables, trying to find something out. Nobody's talking, trying to keep things all hushed up, I guess.

Er, don't worry, Parvati, I mean, you've got tons of spells up your sleeves, and all. Just keep an eye out, all right?

gryff_parvati January 3 2005, 22:10:48 UTC

I'm not worried! I'm not, because everything is going to be fine, right?

And... Do you need to have your eyes open to keep an eye out because I'm really really sleepy and I will!

not_your_hero81 January 3 2005, 22:24:12 UTC

Yeah. Yeah, you know, everything's going to be fine, Parvarti. I mean, I'm not making promises, but I think we're as safe as anywhere. It's Hogwarts, isn't it?

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liquidsky January 3 2005, 19:27:28 UTC

Hello Harry! Long time since you wrote in here. But it is nice to see you are back writing.

Lots has been going on recently..some sad things for me personally if you have seen my journal. And with everything that is going on at school.

not_your_hero81 January 3 2005, 19:53:21 UTC

Yeah, I've noticed, I'm really sorry about everything, Susan. This year's been a bit odd, honestly, for all of us.

I've never been fond of these things, but it's easier to communicate, anyway. They still haven't told me anything, but I'm trying to get Dumbledore to tell me something. Just, be careful, for now, I guess.

liquidsky January 3 2005, 20:15:14 UTC

Yeah, I am sure Dumbledore will tell us something and if you find anything out let us know okay. But yes, we must be careful and expect anything.

[Private to Harry] I know how hard your family life is and all that and with my mom passing and everything..I thought you were the only one I could talk to who completly understands. None of my friends have gone through what I have gone through but you. How do you handle everything because right now I am having a hard time.

not_your_hero81 January 3 2005, 20:35:13 UTC

[Private to Susan] Er, well, I never really knew my parents, to begin with. I have memories of them, just small and vague ones, because you can't really remember things when you were that young. But Professor Lupin and some of the Order have mentioned things and told me a few stories about them, like how my mum despised my dad at Hogwarts, and stuff like that. And then, with Snuffles, er, and Hagrid, um. I don't really deal with it, not honestly. You just grieve, for a long time, until you realise that they wouldn't want you to live like that. And, I mean, you still have people that love you, even at Hogwarts ( ... )

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ravenclaw_wonde January 3 2005, 21:13:02 UTC

I'm glad to see that you are alright.

And I think most people do care.

not_your_hero81 January 3 2005, 22:21:46 UTC

Thanks, Padma. Your corner of the Hall is all right, though, aren't they? I mean, we can't see a bloody thing and all, but other than that, you're all right?

ravenclaw_wonde January 3 2005, 22:30:22 UTC

Yes, my corner of the Hall is all right.

I'm all right too. I can come over to the Gryffindor end a bit, I just want to see how my sister is doing.

snarkypuff_zach January 9 2005, 05:11:44 UTC

You stole him.

not_your_hero81 January 11 2005, 20:13:57 UTC

[Private, Z. Smith]

I'm sorry. You do know that, don't you? Look, I'm trying, I'm honestly trying, and I keep fucking things up, and I'm sorry.

I'll be dead in about a year, so you don't need to worry about that, or anything.

[/Private, Z. Smith]

snarkypuff_zach January 14 2005, 04:57:43 UTC

[Private to Potter]

Well, maybe sorry isn't good enough. But I'm beginning not to care about anyone anymore, so be happy with him.

No, you won't. You'll have saved the world and then even more of my boyfriends will want to be off shagging you.[/Private to Potter]