FUBAR'd

[notadiamond]

It's amazing how you can think you're over something. Done. Finished. And then you find out you're not, after all. I've had two very interesting conversations over the last two nights. Both started out innocently enough. And then something comes up and you spaz. A forgotten memory rears its ugly head, uninvited. And then you can't stop thinking

Comments

[kumquatwriter]

Ive struggled a lot with this too lately. I really like how you've described it here. SO hard to describe the fucking indescribable.

[numb3r_5ev3n]

I am mainly here due to following turimel, but I can't read this without saying...you're not alone. Good for you for taking your life back. Good for you, for breaking away from a manipulator and choosing to define your own reality and make your own future.