i am serene. it's awkward having absolutely no greivances but i'm getting used to it. everything is good. i got a surprise in store for someone in a couple of weeks. that will be amusing. but it has to wait, so no more telling of the precious.

ding 20

i turn 20 in 5 days woot. it also looks like i'll prolly get into insurrection. if i dont oh well... i can just grind to gm or something. if i do that will be pretty sweet, but i'll prolly still punch out FM, looks like it will be 7 weeks or so. it will get weird when AQ opens which at max will be 19 days. fun times.

i thought it would be amusing to post that my recent escapade into the wonderful world of relationships has ended without mishap. we're still friends so thats cool, but i'm officially not interested in her anymore. i wonder how she'll feel. i hope she's relieved. well good morning.

"she's breathing quiet and smooth ( Read more... )

im happy at the moment, thought i'd say that, since nothing else is happy.

"go on just say it, well i'll just say it, i need you defenceless, dependant, and alone, she says live up to your first impression, well my best side is your worst invention, why can't you live without the attention, why can't you love without the attention"

here I go again ( Read more... )

its ok to feel this way, in time it will pass. i tell myself, in time it will pass.

i don't want to be here anymore. i found something better.