So one one in my family is going home for Christmas. Assholes. I wanted a break from fucking Oshkosh. And to be showered with gifts and jabs about my mental illness. Oh well. One emailed me that they're gathering in Vegas after the holidays. Fuck that shit ( Read more... )

---I'm present shopping today... I spent Thansgiving weekend with Rick, who claimed he bought me a fishnet dress. Oh dear... I want to return to Toledo for Christmas. Oh, and I need to call Sarah ( Read more... )

Today I woke up to blustery beatiful snow! I adore snow. I also adore the fact that I'm going up to Appleton this weekend and thus Rick can't reach me.

I'm still smoking. I don't care anymore.

Tonight is my training to become a Humane Society volunteer. I don't really know what to expect, but at least it gets me doing something.I miss all my ( Read more... )

I have discovered cheap mugs of beer at the bar across the street from my apartment. Moderation, be my guide.

Over the weekend I watched a good deal of football, including driving to Menasha with Bill to see his Blue Jays lose to Ashwaubenon. Seeing all the high schoolers around felt depressing.

I couldn't care less that the Packers lost. I need ( Read more... )

My Butterfly Boucher CD was sent out yesterday. I can't wait ( Read more... )

I was away at a domestic abuse shelter for a while. I'd rather not explain. However today, after a fun weekend in Appleton, I'm back to my pad with my grociers and a 6pk of Rolling Rock. I'm not alcoholic- yet. Also- it was good to talk to Sarah, because she's funny, honest, and loving. I mean it ( Read more... )

I don't even want to go on about my "love life" at the moment.

My bike was stolen a few days ago. I just walked out to the bike rack swollen with dozens of bikes, and there was just an empty space where my dear helper of mobility once stood. Obviously it's my own fault for not locking it up, but fuck a duck- I want it BACK ( Read more... )

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I feel lonely. I found out today I owe Winnebago county over 22,000 dollars. Today I also went to St. Vinny's with my caseworker and got some apartment stuff, such as a lamp and a comforter. This is beginning to feel like Fall 2002 all over again.

The drugs can't stop me thinking of you.