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[notaprettylush]

It's been a week now since Josh died. I still can't take it all in. It's just overwhelming. It seems like there's too many memories to ever remember all of them. And maybe there are. It's so fucking scary, because we already lost him, and I can't bear it. I'm a realist and this just isn't fucking real to me. My whole self is sad. I looked at Shey

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I love you.

[skankmffn]

I really do. Call me.

[laminatedcats]

hey there. i came across your LJ when i was looking at the HUM community. so please don't think i'm creepy or anything.

i hope you're feeling better. losing someone is no fun, and it brings up all this stuff from deep down inside of us that we've enver had to deal with before. I'm 21, and I've already had to tell a couple people i loved and was very close to goodbye. it's so fucking hard sometimes, espcially when everything reminds you of them and how they were this huge part of your life.

I guess the only answer I've found to all of this is to do your best to pick yourself up and make your life something they would have been proud of. Give them a show, and know in your heart that the next time you see them, you won't even remeber what it was like to miss them.

take care of yourself, internet stranger-lady. keep brave. concentrate.

Kindness

[notaprettylush]

Thank you so much for the kind words. Even though I don't know you, I feel a little bit of encouragement. Maybe more so because of the fact that we don't know each other, and yet you had compassion enough to take time and try and make me feel better. God Bless You.