I've been gone form livejournal for a long time.
What is the point to even link to it from my other internet thingys if I never update anymore?

I feel like the above idea comes up very often in this and other livejournals, maybe getting a blogger account again will spark things up? Do I even have things to say? or would I just be cluttering the ( Read more... )

So, yesterday was probably the most perfect day I've spent with him, and that is saying a lot because weekends are usually perfect around here ( Read more... )

My mother kicked me out last month.
Today my grandma' kicked me out.
Now I am forced to consider that maybe the way I have been living for the past years it's what's wrong.
Am I really a total screw up?
Am I actually that selfish ( Read more... )

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leaving you is the toughest thing i've done ( Read more... )

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I wish I was a poet, could write in fine hand

A list of totally unrelated things:

- If I could marry a bag I would marry this one:

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Mexico City is exactly as I thought it would be, sad and beautiful and huge.
Good things have happened since I moved here, like becoming the owner of this trinkets:


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I just made myself a cup of milky chai. I needed some comfort. I had a bad day. One of series of bad days. Eccept yesterday, yesterday was good, there was art yesterday ( Read more... )

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The problem that comes with making someone the center of your life is that when this person leaves you, you don't know quite what to do, you start drifting. Of course you knew this was a possibility because you are not stupid, but you didn't want to believe it, in your heart you wanted to be with him forever, and wanting it made it real.