lately i haven't been going out at all. i don't know what is wrong with me but i don't want to go out. i don't want to hang out with people and i don't want to make any new friends. i have been told i am crazy and boring. that doesn't fit, i mean if your crazy how could you be boring..?? oh well this is just the way it is. i stay home and do yoga ( Read more... )

i think today during my lunch break i am going to buy a yoga tape. the classes are just too much money. plus charles will do yoga with me at home. he knows i want to get in shape again, so i am using to my advantage ( Read more... )

my 3 day weekend went rather well even though i did nothing but i did go to the bar with Bethany for a bit and that was kinda creepy because of all the creepy men there. i like to drink in peace, not have men say to me "hey baby, wanna talk." umm.. no i didn't even make eye contact with you. my lack of sleep it driving me insane, i can't take it. i ( Read more... )

I turned 22 and I have had this journal since I was 17...weird! I am so sad now that I am back at work. I am listening to Elliot Smith though, so I guess atleast one thing is good.

i wanted to thank '05 for all the accidents that it gave me. A split scalp with some staples to fix it, a car accident and my maybe (?) rolled/broken side of foot thing. i can still walk on it but it is green/blue color right now, i may go to urgent care for it. i got the rolled foot thing the night before new years eve. thanks '05, i shall never ( Read more... )

So last night i had this awful dream. i dreamt that i was going to this party and when i walked in i saw charles hanging out another girl. i walk up to them in shock and charles sees me. he says "hey leslie, have you meet my girlfriend." i say no and then he introduces us. i was nice and said hi and then they started to be all cute with eachother ( Read more... )

i think this year has to rank as one of my saddest year of my life. it just feels that way, i don't think that is healthy.

last night i only got 4 or 5 hours of sleep. normally i get 8 or 10 hours of sleep. so right about now i am falling asleep but i know as soon i go home i will be awake again. i need to wash my clothes tonight and go food shopping. i am not too sure how i am going to do all of this but i have too. Plan A is working very well, sweden here i come!

i think i have made my mind up about what i want to do next year and that is go to sweden. don't ask why sweden, it just is going to be sweden and maybe someother countries. it is going to be a half of a year saving for this but i want to go with loads of money. i have to do it, i am young and have close to no bills but car and rent and with more ( Read more... )

sorry for anyone who had to deal with a drunk leslie on friday night. this does only go out to a few people, but i am sorry.