Hey i'm feeling really pathetic its like i write in here every time i have a problem with emily. and even though i thing shes gonna leave me i'm gonna refraing from talking about it. Hmm halloween was really boring and ended badly I hung out with someone at the end and they where just acting all different and where very mean to me :( what was even ( Read more... )

Hey. I love you jon. Thats all i have to say.

Emily

Well i think this journal has become more of a relationship tab, between Emily and I. So let me Say whats new with her and I. It seems like we are at not odds but a wierd place. We cant be together as much as we would like and just some shit has hit the fan. I think it will be fine, but you know its got me a little nervouse. Whatever its between ( Read more... )

I know i just left a message but i dont think that the message impacted her haha. I'm seriously saddened when she puts me down, and she should get my back GRRRRR.

Dude Emily is bieng a punk. First of all she is so so mean to me, seriously. All she does is tell me how ugly my shoes are, how dorky i am and like ridicule what i say. Its seriously not cool like we talk but she holds me in contempt or something. I dunno, Like i'm not as cool as her you know what i mean? Plz dont be mad emily I love you to death i ( Read more... )

Hey guy'z sorry i havnt updated in a while but i'm lazy as hell. Hmm their really isnt much to say uh i'm crazy about Emily. Emily and I are amazing together and i'm really happy shes with me. Sometimes i'm a dork though and think she doesnt like me but i know in my heart she does. This weekend is really gonna suck guyz cause Emily is leaving and i ( Read more... )

Hey guyz. Well today i went to meet a freind from eighth grade :). It was amazing i havn't seen her in three years. I can see now that was a mistake. She is really amazing and understanding and i'm glad we got to talk. I'm hopeing we can become closer freinds if she doesnt mind naturaly. Also she got really beautiful i'm impressed and shocked. She ( Read more... )

Hey guyz umm i guess i gotta update this thing sometime haha. Well i took the Psat's today, can i say BORING. God those things suck. Well my day turned out for the better i got to see the most amazingest girl ever. thats right guyz Emily!!! haha. I tried to go to sleep but she wouldnt let grrrr. OMG Emily you got me sick which sucks, i feel like ( Read more... )

Hey ya'all Emily and i are in a fight :( And i'm really upset what i dont think she gets is sometimes her views and i dont know if this makes sense but since shes my girlfreind now looking at things in a certain way can you know hurt me like emotionally and shit. i wish we wherent fighting but i get so angry about this and like i love her to death ( Read more... )

Hey ya'all My names Jonathon Assouline and my girlfreind made me this for me and i love her a lot umm probably no one but her will read this but i'm gonna pretend its a private journal so i can just like write how i feel ( Read more... )