My summer oscillated in one sweeping fluid movement. That is, It expanded and blossomed and whithered seemingly all at once. And here we are, at the edge of the last school year of my high school career.

Mostly I just want a fat sack and a new boyfriend.

I went overr to his house last night. My feelings for him went full spectrum through out the night. In the end I felt disgusted with myself again. Gross for thinking things would ever work out or be worthwhile with him. After all Fear is the heart of love.

School starts in seventeen days. I'm beyond ready. I have this sneaking suspicion that my closest friends are secretly conspiring to hate me all at once. It's less a suspicion and more the ambient feeling of recent gatherings ( Read more... )

Also, there has been so much underlying animosity between myself and my close friends lately and I can;t help wonder if it's my fault.

SO after conversing with aparticularly attractive asian boy ive been talking ive come to the conclusion that the world seriously lacks good old fashioned spontaneity. As a solution to this i have a date with said asain boy in 20 minutes. Random two am coffee + movies + moonlit walks. Yeah wish me luck.

Dear Whitney Houston,
How'd you get so fucking cool?
Regards
Trisha Lynae

My dog died today. She was carried to the car through sheets of rain and injected with concentrated barbiturates, any other day I would have found it amusing to ( Read more... )

I've determined that anymore the only person I can relate to is lindsay lo. Interpret at will ( Read more... )

Today I remembered why I do not date younger boys. Because they are precisely that, little boys. When things come to an end they act angsty and immature ( Read more... )

Maudlin best describes how spring makes me feel. I miss just about everything, even that which we swore was awful when it was occuring. The parties, the estranged friends and ex-lovers.

Well, at least I have my drugs...