sitting here is strange ( Read more... )

there's sure a lot of tumbleweeds rolling by around here.

today i ( Read more... )

sometimes it hits me, and all i can think is, god, jez, you are such. a. jerk.

i really don't understand.  this thing i have.  exclusively familial.  which says what? i like to believe that the closeness of love and family enable you to say what you feel without the fear of loss; you know that, no matter what you say or do, your family will always ( Read more... )

zachary quinto, will you marry me??

♥

things i love ( Read more... )

when i can walk outside at night with bare feet and feel that the concrete of my driveway is still warm, i am in love, because i love this weather to a ridiculous degree.

long live the heat wave!

today was a freaking beautiful day.

i'm sure i would have enjoyed it more had i been out in it.  but i woke up not feeling any better.  my ears had restuffed, my nose was stuffed but i couldn't blow it.  and i just looked outsided and felt this overwhelming sadness at the bright green leaves slow dancing with the wind and the way the sun made them ( Read more... )

i dont have much strength to go into a lengthy report of my illness, or my job, or of how i left early yesterday, and of the way these women make it seem like they'd go to work even with a gunshot wound, making you feel like somehow you're just a weak person to have to leave when you can't even work.  thankfully my supervisor in training was super ( Read more... )

a few things.

first.  i love going to eat sushi and saying lets get sushi but never actually eating the sushi. :]

second, a letter.

dear people who watch lost and are current and up to date with all episodes:

DONT EVER TALK ABOUT IT--not even a little bit--until you recieve confirmation from me that i am also current and caught up. don't you dare drop ( Read more... )