I love it when I get extremely busy and have no time for anything at all. The physical and emotion overdrive is what gets me going and pumps my adrenaline. I'd very much rather be so intensely busy I can't cope, than have nothing to do at all. And at the end of the day, even though I would have possibly burnt out for a period of time, it would be ( Read more... )

Other than my parents(especially since its in their job scope), you're most probably the one person I've disappointed the most. Especially in recent times. And I'm sorry. But I don't know what to do to make it better. The only thing I'm good at now with our entire situation, is just hiding away from the issues that are going on. I know, its not the ( Read more... )

This is so bad, I'm feeling so weirded out after looking at the photo of the both of you together. I don't know how to react because I've moved on but I still will always love you and that leaves me feeling funny looking at it. I've never seen you look like that before, you look so damn good. At the same time its so strange its your first photo ( Read more... )

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone' ( Read more... )

Guys can be such major douchebags sometimes, seriously. That was all it took to put me off. I'm sooo hopping mad right now I won't even bother. I'm just gonna pretend this entire thing didn't happen - because if you can do that, so can I. I'm sorry this friendship didn't mean enough to you and that that was all it meant to you ( Read more... )

So basically an impromptu badminton session with a friend and his became a blessing in disguise. I got sooo much out of that single two hour session of badminton. I hadn't played like that in such a long time, I've forgotten how its felt to push myself to that level and play as if every shot was my last. I felt the aches the next day, definitely, ( Read more... )

It sure seems like I only got here a month ago.. yet its already the end of my first semester and all I can say is, university and the entire Hull experience has been nothing but sheer brilliance. So much has happened, and I've had so many experiences I probably would never have had if I didn't make the decision to come here ( Read more... )

I don't know what I did in my previous life to deserve all the good that you try to do for me. Even after all the things we've been through, and also despite how you're at time mean to me(but notably so only in an attempt to push me away for my own good), you're still on your never ending quest to make sure I am okay and that I am safe and happy ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish I was a proper fresher, all the fun and partying that uni brings is so bloody tempting. I wanna be out all week as well, without having to worry about flunking out because my year only requires me to pass and won't count towards my final classification. But no, I've got a 4000 word essay due in 10 days which I have yet to ( Read more... )

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just ( Read more... )