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Title: Cause and Effect Part 2
Pairings: Kangteuk, yehteuk
Rating NC-17
Summary: After being ditched by Siwon and Hankyung, Heechul picks up a new hobby as does Kangin when Teukie gets overwhelmed with work.
“Mmm Donghae this tastes delicious.” Teukie spoke with a cookie filled mouth.
“Really?” The younger man’s face lit up.
“Mmhmm.” Teukie nodded.
“I’m glad!” Donghae clapped his hands happily, “Hankyung helped me make them…. They are Eunhyuk’s favorite… not like I care though.” Teukie’s smile widened as he noticed Donghae shyly look away when mentioning his crush.
“Awww and I’m sure he’ll love them… and if not more cookies for me!” Teukie smiled trying to sneak another cookie.
“Hyung!” Donghae smacked the older man’s hand away.
“Okay, okay I see who you love more!” Teukie mocked hurt.
“I gave you a cookie, you are just greedy.” Donghae spoke flatly, making Teukie burst into a laughter before pathetically hitting his head down onto the counter. “Anyway you don’t need a cookie, what you need is to go get ready for your date.”
“Date?” Teukie lifted his head.
“With Kangin.. It’s your anniversary…” Donghae explained shocked his hyung didn’t remember.
“Oh yeah.” Teukie avoided the younger man’s gaze. It had been two weeks since Sungmin’s birthday where he witnessed Kangin cheating on him with Heechul. He still refused to tell anyone what he saw that day. He felt embarrassed for not being good enough to keep his lover’s interest. It made him doubt everything about himself and was afraid to show that side to someone else. He secretly hoped that was the only time Kangin had cheated on him and he hoped it was the last.
Teukie didn’t want to lose Kangin, the one person who he used to be able to trust and lean on when he couldn’t go on but now he didn’t know what to do now that he had betrayed him.
“Um Teukie?” Donghae whispered, touching his friend’s hand snapping him from whatever daze he was in. “Are you okay?”
“Oh, yeah, just anxious for tonight.” Teukie lied.
“Oh. Is it cause you and Kangin hyung haven’t seen each other for weeks?”
“Um yeah… I’m gonna go get ready.” Teukie quickly slipped out of the kitchen, he needed to be alone with his thoughts, his own mind tearing thoughts.
Fate seemed to have a different plan for Teukie, one he entered his room he noticed one of the youngest member’s sitting on his bed. “Hey Bummie.”
“Erm, hey Teuk… can we talk?” Kibum questioned fidgeting nervously.
“Of course.” Teukie went and sat down on his bed next to the younger man. Kibum stood awkwardly, staring at Teukie before he went and shut the door.
“This is uh kind of a um private matter.” Kibum rubbed his palms nervously together.
“Okay, so what’s up?” Teukie bit his lip nervously, curious of what the younger man could be thinking to make him so nervous.
“I-” Kibum opened his mouth to speak then shut it. His hand began to rub his chin as he wondered how to phrase his words. “I sort of… saw well more like heard…umm Kangin is cheating on you, with Heechul.” Kibum paused waiting for Teukie’s reaction but made sure he continued talking before Teukie got a chance. “They have been for months, and I told them if they didn’t tell you I would and…and… I’m so sorry.”
“No,” Teukie spoke plainly, the tears he had been holding in began to build in his eyes. “K-Kangin l-loves me.” Teukie moved away from Kibum when he tried to give him a hug. His heart burned in pain, he couldn’t ignore it anymore, it wasn’t just a trick of his eyes what he saw that day. He knew everything was pure facts now that one of the most truthful members pointed it out.
“H-He wouldn’t.” Teukie’s head felt heavy as he began to hyperventilate.
“Teuk,” Kibum whispered reaching out for the other man again, “it’s going to be okay.”
“N-No, y-you’re lying!” Teukie cried out backing himself against a wall before sinking down it. Kibum bent down in front of him whispering comforting words, but Teukie didn’t hear them all he heard was the constant screaming of his own heart and head. His fingers ran through his own hair squeezing at his head as if to force all the thoughts out.
“G-get out!” Teukie demanded pointing to the door.
“Teukie..”
“I said leave!” Teukie whispered harshly, he didn’t want to bring unwanted attention to his room by yelling. Kibum let out a sigh before pulling himself to his feet and exiting the room.
Once the door closed, Teukie crawled over to his closet, pushing the door open before going inside, to hide. He began to lose the on going battle he had with himself causing tears to flow down his porcelain cheeks in quick and steady streams. The heat from his tears was the only warmth his body felt as it shook with his unraveling.
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“Teukie?” Kangin called through out the door. Most of the lights were off due to the other members all being out for the night at different clubs to give him and Teukie their privacy. He felt his way down the hall wondering why his lover didn’t greet him at the door. He slowly pushed open his boyfriend’s door, making sure he didn’t mess up his bouquet of roses in the process.
Kangin was surprised at how quickly he found Teukie attached to him, it was as if they were magnets being pulled together. “Kangin,” Teukie breathed his hands rubbing Kangin’s chest.
“Hey babe, ready for our date?” Kangin questioned placing a soft kiss to the older man’s head.
“I was thinking we could stay in,” Teukie glanced away shyly, “I mean we haven’t really had any alone time in a long time.”
Kangin felt Teukie press his petite body further against his own. “A-are you sure?” Kangin questioned, slowly getting under the influence of Teukie’s simple seduction. “I mean I made plans and afterwards we could come back and do it.” Kangin was feeling so guilty recently he truly wanted to show his boyfriend a good time, something he deserved.
“I don’t think I can wait,” Teukie whined rocking his own hips against Kangin’s, making the other man bite his lip due to the torturous friction.
“I don’t think I can either,” Kangin breathed before letting his wandering hands loose on his lover’s body. His hands made their way underneath Teukie’s sweater, peeling it off in seconds so his eyes could take in the milky skin.
Teukie let out a small gasp as the hot hands massaged his cool skin, leaving goose bumps wherever they touched. His lips were captured roughly by Kangin’s into a kiss of hunger before slowly down into a slow and sensual pace, giving Kangin time to completely take in his lover’s taste while backing him to the bed.
“Wait,” Teukie pulled away from the kiss, “Let me…” he didn’t need to use his words, Kangin knew what he meant.
“Baby, I thought you’d never ask.” Kangin placed a quick kiss to Teukie’s lips before pushing him down on his knees.
Teukie’s fingers shook as he carefully undid Kangin’s belt and zipper and tugged on the jeans making them pool at the bottom of Kangin’s feet. His boxers soon joined them. “Are you ready?” Teukie teased letting his warm breath ghost over Kangin’s erection.
“Oh, don’t tease me,” Kangin’s rough voice twisted into a desperate plea, his arousal began to ache and throb from all the pressure the older man brought on. Kangin let out a soft moan as Teukie took him in fully. The quick and slow movements of his skilled tongue made Kangin’s strong legs quake like jelly.
Teukie glanced at his young lover, his face twisted between pleasure and pain as he grew closer to his climax. He wondered if this had been their problem with their relationship, was his tongue less skilled than Heechul’s? All thoughts were blown away by Kangin releasing into his mouth.
Somehow Kangin taste different, the once bearable taste threatened to make Teukie empty his stomach right then and there onto the rug. Teukie squeezed his eyes shut and forced himself to swallow the vile fluid. He knew later that would be the main cause of his sickness.
“What are you still doing down there?” Kangin panted, pulling Teukie off the ground and onto the bed. “I never realized how much I missed your touch until now.” He began to place anxious kisses behind the older man’s ear before letting them go lower and lower. His tongue swirled rhythmically around Teukie’s nipple, making it grow erect before sucking on it mercilessly. This forced a melodious moan from the leader’s pursed lips.
Kangin closed his eyes once he heard the moan, it sounded more pure and erotic than any sound Heechul had ever made. The sound sent electricity all leading down to his groin making his cock harden. “I love you,” Kangin whispered, pulling his lips away from Teukie’s body and back to his lips. Kangin’s hand slowly slipped down into the older man’s pants beginning to tease the length he found their.
Kangin didn’t notice how Teukie’s body went rigid with the new contact. He didn’t know how disgusting his hands began to feel as he rubbed the older man’s cock, leaving circular patterns burning into his flesh. He didn’t know the shaking of the leader’s body was due to emotions breaking loose. But the one thing Kangin noticed was the tears beginning to pour from the older man’s eyes.
He noticed the tears as he tasted something abnormally salty on his lover’s lips, something not belonging to himself. When Kangin pulled away shock grabbed a hold of his body. “T-Teukie are you okay?”
“G-get off me! Stop touching me!” The elder man began to scream his body wriggling in attempts to escape. Kangin however prevented that by clamping his hands down on Teukie’s wrists.
“Teukie, baby, what’s wrong?” Kangin felt the hair on the back of his neck rise at seeing his boyfriend so disheveled.
“I said get off of me!” Teukie began to squirm more desperately.
“W-Why?”
“You disgust me, that’s why!” Teukie screamed through his tears, avoiding the younger man’s gaze.
“I-I disgust you?’ Kangin questioned.
“Y-You let me blow you and were going to have sex with me even though you’d rather get it from somewhere else!” Teukie’s body lay still as he glared up at the bigger man through bloodshot eyes. “You were going to use me then go back to Heechul for more!” Teukie began to cough due to choking on his own tears.
“I-” Kangin opened his mouth to speak but his lips felt heavy. His body numb and heart racing from the situation, how had Teukie found out? “H-How?”
“I saw you in the closet! A-At S-Sungmin’s birthday. Guess you forgot to lock the door!” The older man hissed, this time prying his wrists out of Kangin’s grip. He quickly slipped off the bed, stumbling slightly because of his blurry vision. Kangin felt his heart painfully explode at the sight of the monster he had created. The torn man in front of his eyes, the angel he cut the wings off of.
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“Yeah guys I’ll be right there, just forgot my wallet,” Yesung called before disappearing back into the dorm, “And god knows I’ll be the only one sober enough to pay.”
He slowly crept inside flicking on the living room light to examine under the couch cushions for his wallet. But he had no such luck there, he found a half eaten lollipop and a bottle of lube, neither being what he wanted to see. He let out a discontented sigh, wondering where he should search. He then began to replay every singly step over in his head, narrowing it down to one room. The bathroom the place he emptied all of his pockets before his quick cold shower. He would have liked to take a normal length shower with warm water but Sungmin ruined that plan by taking an hour and a half shower.
Yesung mumbled something about Sungmin before heading down the hallway and into the bathroom. He flicked the light on to improve his search. His eyes scanned over the counter before landing on the familiar black leath4er wallet. He clapped happily before going to sweep it up into his head to thoroughly investigate it. For all he knew Donghae and Eunhyuk could have stolen his credit card…again.
As he went to pick up the wallet the slick material slipped through his fingers and crashed down onto the bathroom tiles. He let out another sigh, knowing it was his luck to drop it. He quickly knelt down grasping the wallet with his right hand. As he went to stand his eyes glanced upwards and caught sight of something dark in the shower. This frightened him and made him go tumbling backwards before landing with a thud on his bum.
He stared at blob before opening the shower door slowly to get a good view, what he did see was more frightening than any monster he could ever imagine. He saw his happy go-lucky leader, crumpled into a mess on the floor, tears gushing from already raw eyes that seemed to be sunken in.
“Teuk,” Yesung barely whispered, his body froze as Teukie’s eyes landed heavily on him. The older man didn’t even have the strength to move his head. Yesung didn’t dare say any more words, as if the sound would break what was left of this fragile creature.
Yesung crawled slowly into the shower, shutting the door behind him, incase any of the other members came, he knew Teukie wouldn’t want anyone to see him like this probably he didn’t even want him to. Yesung slipped his grey hoodie off and draped it around Teukie’s bare shoulders.
Yesung ignored the own breaking of his heart to begin to heal Teukie’s the only thing he could offer the older man was warmth and someone to be by his side during this time of need. He slowly wrapped his arms around the leader’s frail body, giving Teukie’s tears a new place to fall. “Everything is going to be okay,” was the only thing Yesung could promise.
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i hope this wasn't overly dramatic, sorry it was rushed!
Pairings: Kangteuk, yehteuk
Rating NC-17
Summary: After being ditched by Siwon and Hankyung, Heechul picks up a new hobby as does Kangin when Teukie gets overwhelmed with work.
“Mmm Donghae this tastes delicious.” Teukie spoke with a cookie filled mouth.
“Really?” The younger man’s face lit up.
“Mmhmm.” Teukie nodded.
“I’m glad!” Donghae clapped his hands happily, “Hankyung helped me make them…. They are Eunhyuk’s favorite… not like I care though.” Teukie’s smile widened as he noticed Donghae shyly look away when mentioning his crush.
“Awww and I’m sure he’ll love them… and if not more cookies for me!” Teukie smiled trying to sneak another cookie.
“Hyung!” Donghae smacked the older man’s hand away.
“Okay, okay I see who you love more!” Teukie mocked hurt.
“I gave you a cookie, you are just greedy.” Donghae spoke flatly, making Teukie burst into a laughter before pathetically hitting his head down onto the counter. “Anyway you don’t need a cookie, what you need is to go get ready for your date.”
“Date?” Teukie lifted his head.
“With Kangin.. It’s your anniversary…” Donghae explained shocked his hyung didn’t remember.
“Oh yeah.” Teukie avoided the younger man’s gaze. It had been two weeks since Sungmin’s birthday where he witnessed Kangin cheating on him with Heechul. He still refused to tell anyone what he saw that day. He felt embarrassed for not being good enough to keep his lover’s interest. It made him doubt everything about himself and was afraid to show that side to someone else. He secretly hoped that was the only time Kangin had cheated on him and he hoped it was the last.
Teukie didn’t want to lose Kangin, the one person who he used to be able to trust and lean on when he couldn’t go on but now he didn’t know what to do now that he had betrayed him.
“Um Teukie?” Donghae whispered, touching his friend’s hand snapping him from whatever daze he was in. “Are you okay?”
“Oh, yeah, just anxious for tonight.” Teukie lied.
“Oh. Is it cause you and Kangin hyung haven’t seen each other for weeks?”
“Um yeah… I’m gonna go get ready.” Teukie quickly slipped out of the kitchen, he needed to be alone with his thoughts, his own mind tearing thoughts.
Fate seemed to have a different plan for Teukie, one he entered his room he noticed one of the youngest member’s sitting on his bed. “Hey Bummie.”
“Erm, hey Teuk… can we talk?” Kibum questioned fidgeting nervously.
“Of course.” Teukie went and sat down on his bed next to the younger man. Kibum stood awkwardly, staring at Teukie before he went and shut the door.
“This is uh kind of a um private matter.” Kibum rubbed his palms nervously together.
“Okay, so what’s up?” Teukie bit his lip nervously, curious of what the younger man could be thinking to make him so nervous.
“I-” Kibum opened his mouth to speak then shut it. His hand began to rub his chin as he wondered how to phrase his words. “I sort of… saw well more like heard…umm Kangin is cheating on you, with Heechul.” Kibum paused waiting for Teukie’s reaction but made sure he continued talking before Teukie got a chance. “They have been for months, and I told them if they didn’t tell you I would and…and… I’m so sorry.”
“No,” Teukie spoke plainly, the tears he had been holding in began to build in his eyes. “K-Kangin l-loves me.” Teukie moved away from Kibum when he tried to give him a hug. His heart burned in pain, he couldn’t ignore it anymore, it wasn’t just a trick of his eyes what he saw that day. He knew everything was pure facts now that one of the most truthful members pointed it out.
“H-He wouldn’t.” Teukie’s head felt heavy as he began to hyperventilate.
“Teuk,” Kibum whispered reaching out for the other man again, “it’s going to be okay.”
“N-No, y-you’re lying!” Teukie cried out backing himself against a wall before sinking down it. Kibum bent down in front of him whispering comforting words, but Teukie didn’t hear them all he heard was the constant screaming of his own heart and head. His fingers ran through his own hair squeezing at his head as if to force all the thoughts out.
“G-get out!” Teukie demanded pointing to the door.
“Teukie..”
“I said leave!” Teukie whispered harshly, he didn’t want to bring unwanted attention to his room by yelling. Kibum let out a sigh before pulling himself to his feet and exiting the room.
Once the door closed, Teukie crawled over to his closet, pushing the door open before going inside, to hide. He began to lose the on going battle he had with himself causing tears to flow down his porcelain cheeks in quick and steady streams. The heat from his tears was the only warmth his body felt as it shook with his unraveling.
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“Teukie?” Kangin called through out the door. Most of the lights were off due to the other members all being out for the night at different clubs to give him and Teukie their privacy. He felt his way down the hall wondering why his lover didn’t greet him at the door. He slowly pushed open his boyfriend’s door, making sure he didn’t mess up his bouquet of roses in the process.
Kangin was surprised at how quickly he found Teukie attached to him, it was as if they were magnets being pulled together. “Kangin,” Teukie breathed his hands rubbing Kangin’s chest.
“Hey babe, ready for our date?” Kangin questioned placing a soft kiss to the older man’s head.
“I was thinking we could stay in,” Teukie glanced away shyly, “I mean we haven’t really had any alone time in a long time.”
Kangin felt Teukie press his petite body further against his own. “A-are you sure?” Kangin questioned, slowly getting under the influence of Teukie’s simple seduction. “I mean I made plans and afterwards we could come back and do it.” Kangin was feeling so guilty recently he truly wanted to show his boyfriend a good time, something he deserved.
“I don’t think I can wait,” Teukie whined rocking his own hips against Kangin’s, making the other man bite his lip due to the torturous friction.
“I don’t think I can either,” Kangin breathed before letting his wandering hands loose on his lover’s body. His hands made their way underneath Teukie’s sweater, peeling it off in seconds so his eyes could take in the milky skin.
Teukie let out a small gasp as the hot hands massaged his cool skin, leaving goose bumps wherever they touched. His lips were captured roughly by Kangin’s into a kiss of hunger before slowly down into a slow and sensual pace, giving Kangin time to completely take in his lover’s taste while backing him to the bed.
“Wait,” Teukie pulled away from the kiss, “Let me…” he didn’t need to use his words, Kangin knew what he meant.
“Baby, I thought you’d never ask.” Kangin placed a quick kiss to Teukie’s lips before pushing him down on his knees.
Teukie’s fingers shook as he carefully undid Kangin’s belt and zipper and tugged on the jeans making them pool at the bottom of Kangin’s feet. His boxers soon joined them. “Are you ready?” Teukie teased letting his warm breath ghost over Kangin’s erection.
“Oh, don’t tease me,” Kangin’s rough voice twisted into a desperate plea, his arousal began to ache and throb from all the pressure the older man brought on. Kangin let out a soft moan as Teukie took him in fully. The quick and slow movements of his skilled tongue made Kangin’s strong legs quake like jelly.
Teukie glanced at his young lover, his face twisted between pleasure and pain as he grew closer to his climax. He wondered if this had been their problem with their relationship, was his tongue less skilled than Heechul’s? All thoughts were blown away by Kangin releasing into his mouth.
Somehow Kangin taste different, the once bearable taste threatened to make Teukie empty his stomach right then and there onto the rug. Teukie squeezed his eyes shut and forced himself to swallow the vile fluid. He knew later that would be the main cause of his sickness.
“What are you still doing down there?” Kangin panted, pulling Teukie off the ground and onto the bed. “I never realized how much I missed your touch until now.” He began to place anxious kisses behind the older man’s ear before letting them go lower and lower. His tongue swirled rhythmically around Teukie’s nipple, making it grow erect before sucking on it mercilessly. This forced a melodious moan from the leader’s pursed lips.
Kangin closed his eyes once he heard the moan, it sounded more pure and erotic than any sound Heechul had ever made. The sound sent electricity all leading down to his groin making his cock harden. “I love you,” Kangin whispered, pulling his lips away from Teukie’s body and back to his lips. Kangin’s hand slowly slipped down into the older man’s pants beginning to tease the length he found their.
Kangin didn’t notice how Teukie’s body went rigid with the new contact. He didn’t know how disgusting his hands began to feel as he rubbed the older man’s cock, leaving circular patterns burning into his flesh. He didn’t know the shaking of the leader’s body was due to emotions breaking loose. But the one thing Kangin noticed was the tears beginning to pour from the older man’s eyes.
He noticed the tears as he tasted something abnormally salty on his lover’s lips, something not belonging to himself. When Kangin pulled away shock grabbed a hold of his body. “T-Teukie are you okay?”
“G-get off me! Stop touching me!” The elder man began to scream his body wriggling in attempts to escape. Kangin however prevented that by clamping his hands down on Teukie’s wrists.
“Teukie, baby, what’s wrong?” Kangin felt the hair on the back of his neck rise at seeing his boyfriend so disheveled.
“I said get off of me!” Teukie began to squirm more desperately.
“W-Why?”
“You disgust me, that’s why!” Teukie screamed through his tears, avoiding the younger man’s gaze.
“I-I disgust you?’ Kangin questioned.
“Y-You let me blow you and were going to have sex with me even though you’d rather get it from somewhere else!” Teukie’s body lay still as he glared up at the bigger man through bloodshot eyes. “You were going to use me then go back to Heechul for more!” Teukie began to cough due to choking on his own tears.
“I-” Kangin opened his mouth to speak but his lips felt heavy. His body numb and heart racing from the situation, how had Teukie found out? “H-How?”
“I saw you in the closet! A-At S-Sungmin’s birthday. Guess you forgot to lock the door!” The older man hissed, this time prying his wrists out of Kangin’s grip. He quickly slipped off the bed, stumbling slightly because of his blurry vision. Kangin felt his heart painfully explode at the sight of the monster he had created. The torn man in front of his eyes, the angel he cut the wings off of.
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“Yeah guys I’ll be right there, just forgot my wallet,” Yesung called before disappearing back into the dorm, “And god knows I’ll be the only one sober enough to pay.”
He slowly crept inside flicking on the living room light to examine under the couch cushions for his wallet. But he had no such luck there, he found a half eaten lollipop and a bottle of lube, neither being what he wanted to see. He let out a discontented sigh, wondering where he should search. He then began to replay every singly step over in his head, narrowing it down to one room. The bathroom the place he emptied all of his pockets before his quick cold shower. He would have liked to take a normal length shower with warm water but Sungmin ruined that plan by taking an hour and a half shower.
Yesung mumbled something about Sungmin before heading down the hallway and into the bathroom. He flicked the light on to improve his search. His eyes scanned over the counter before landing on the familiar black leath4er wallet. He clapped happily before going to sweep it up into his head to thoroughly investigate it. For all he knew Donghae and Eunhyuk could have stolen his credit card…again.
As he went to pick up the wallet the slick material slipped through his fingers and crashed down onto the bathroom tiles. He let out another sigh, knowing it was his luck to drop it. He quickly knelt down grasping the wallet with his right hand. As he went to stand his eyes glanced upwards and caught sight of something dark in the shower. This frightened him and made him go tumbling backwards before landing with a thud on his bum.
He stared at blob before opening the shower door slowly to get a good view, what he did see was more frightening than any monster he could ever imagine. He saw his happy go-lucky leader, crumpled into a mess on the floor, tears gushing from already raw eyes that seemed to be sunken in.
“Teuk,” Yesung barely whispered, his body froze as Teukie’s eyes landed heavily on him. The older man didn’t even have the strength to move his head. Yesung didn’t dare say any more words, as if the sound would break what was left of this fragile creature.
Yesung crawled slowly into the shower, shutting the door behind him, incase any of the other members came, he knew Teukie wouldn’t want anyone to see him like this probably he didn’t even want him to. Yesung slipped his grey hoodie off and draped it around Teukie’s bare shoulders.
Yesung ignored the own breaking of his heart to begin to heal Teukie’s the only thing he could offer the older man was warmth and someone to be by his side during this time of need. He slowly wrapped his arms around the leader’s frail body, giving Teukie’s tears a new place to fall. “Everything is going to be okay,” was the only thing Yesung could promise.
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i hope this wasn't overly dramatic, sorry it was rushed!