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Title: When Fiction Becomes Real 2
pairing: Eunhae or Hyukhae depending on what you want to call it
rating: R/NC-17
summary: Donghae writes fan fics..
Disclaimer: I own no one and nothing.
Notes: people asked me to write a sequel so here it is.
Donghae’s hand trembled over the keyboard, the window on the screen blinking at him awaiting his answer. But everything would be so final when he clicked “yes” to understanding the deleting of his account would make everything he worked so hard to achieve disappear in a blink, just like his chance with Eunhyuk. Donghae wrote an email apologizing to everyone who had ever read one of his fics, letting them know he was deleting his account because it hurt someone he loved.
Donghae turned his head away from the screen and hit enter, letting the internet wash away his account, as tears danced down his cheeks.
“You okay?” Teukie’s motherly concern wrapped around Donghae along with Teukie’s warm and welcoming arms.
“I-I’m fine.” Donghae choked out, squeezing his thin eyelids shut trying to block out the tears.
“Don’t lie,” Teukie began to slowly stroke the younger boy’s hair comfortingly as the tears drenched his shirt. Donghae’s fingers clung to the elder man’s shirt, not wanting him to disappear like Eunhyuk.
“I’m not going anywhere.” Teukie reassured kissing brown mess of hair that he had grown familiar to. They stayed that way for an hour, and probably would have stayed in that position more if overly dramatic Heechul hadn’t burst through the door.
“Life is ending!” Heechul cried out throwing himself down on the couch.
“What’s wrong?” Teukie asked, still stroking Donghae’s silky soft hair.
“I’m never going to be able to read what happens next in ‘Mistakes Of The Heart’!” Heechul moaned burying his head into the couch pillow. Donghae lifted his head away from Teukie’s chest after hearing the familiar title. The title he had written.
“’Mistakes of the Heart’?” Teukie wondered aloud.
“Yeah, it was this great eunhae fan fic I was reading, but I got an email from the author saying they were deleting their account, something about hurting someone they loved.” Heechul sighed angrily, “They should have just set their journal to private or something so that person couldn’t read it. Things were just heating up between Eunhyuk and Donghae.” Heechul pouted.
“Fan fics are stupid.” Donghae muttered, pulling out of Teukie’s warm embrace.
“What?” Heechul questioned sittign up.
“I said fan fics are stupid!” Donghae screamed, now standing. “All they are stupid little fantasies that can never fucking happen! Th-those writers are just delusional thinking something like eunhae could ever happen! Cause it can’t! It never will!” Donghae stormed out of the room, slamming the bathroom door securely behind him. Before he sunk into a big mess on the floor.
“Heechul..” Teukie shook his head before standing, he walked delicately down the hallway before pressing an ear to the bathroom door to hear the harsh sobs coming from his dongsaeng on the other side. “Hae, you okay?” He whispered gently. He heard the loud sobs become muffled, Donghae didn’t want him to know how upset he was.
“I’m right here if you need me.” Teukie whispered, sliding himself down the door. He knew Donghae needed someone near.
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“He is crying again.” Kibum spoke, leaning against the doorframe to his hyung’s room.
“I know,” Eunhyuk replied, his fingers only pausing for a moment from typing upon his keyboard.
“This is the 24th time in four days.” Kibum sighed, “You do know only you can make this stop..” Eunhyuk kept his focus on the screen in front of him until he heard Kibum’s foot steps walking away.
Eunhyuk let out a painful sigh, pushing the keyboard away. It was actually the 27th time Donghae had cried, Eunhyuk had been counting. He also counted how many hours Donghae slept, which added up to about 7 hours all together, mostly because Teukie snuck Nyquil into Donghae’s drink, the cold medicine knocked the young man out instantly.
Most people in the house didn’t look at Eunhyuk the same, always sending angry glances for what he did to Donghae, but what was worst of all is Eunhyuk didn’t even look at himself the same. Eunhyuk found himself reading sad fan fics, where everything possible got in the way of eunhae love but they always ended up together. Eunhyuk partially hoped that would be how the story of his life would end.
He had always read the fan fics Donghae posted unaware of who the writer was until that one night, that changed his life. The night he saw Donghae’s account open on the computer screen and then the next day got an email, letting him know Donghae closed his account. No one knew Eunhyuk knew Donghae closed his account before of hurting someone he loved.
Loved, such a strong word. Eunhyuk had wanted for so long to know Donghae loved him or felt the same as he did. But now that it happened it almost didn’t seem real. Life doesn’t end happily, its not like the stories. Eunhyuk didn’t want to set himself up for a fall but sometimes you never know what’s going to happen until you try.
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“You look better, Hae.” Teukie smiled down at the younger man lying on the couch watching cartoons.
“I don’t feel it.” Donghae’s hoarse whisper came from behind a pillow.
“You will in time, I promise.” Teukie moved Donghae’s bangs out of his face and away from his red puffy eyes.
“Umma, does anything ever end truly happy?” Donghae looked up questioningly.
“Of course, hun.” Teukie smiled, a thought coming to mind. “So far Kangin and I are very happen, took us a long time to get together but confessing was probably the best thing I could have done.” Teukie opened his mouth to began to speak when a small beep from his pocket. He pulled out his cell phone checking his text message.
“Umm I have to go get groceries. I’ll be back later, Hae.” Donghae looked up and watched Teukie disappear quickly out the door. Donghae let out a sigh and pushed himself into a sitting up position. His eyes starring blankly at the television, not listening to happy characters on the screen.
Donghae wasn’t sure how long he stayed like that just watching the screen. His heart along with his mind seemed blank. Almost like he cried every emotion away. He let out a long sigh as he looked at the clock, it said 8:23, surprisingly for the first time in four days all he wanted to do was sleep.
He stood up stretching his arms high above his head, letting small cracks from his back be heard. A warming comfortable feeling washed over his body before quickly fading. He switched off the television and the living room lights. He wondered why Teukie hadn’t return yet.
Donghae dragged his feet down the poorly lit hall. Most other members closed themselves away for the night. Most probably watching some nighttime shows. Donghae froze as he noticed Eunhyuk’s door creak open, light spilling out into the hall until he closed the door.
Donghae just froze watching the older boy. He felt his heart begin to race as Eunhyuk stepped closer, straight towards him, not avoiding him like he was used to. There was something in Eunhyuk’s eyes Donghae had never seen before, something indescribable.
Eunhyuk stepped close, pushing Donghae against the wall. Donghae immediately felt alive again, no longer a walking zombie. But he feared Eunhyuk was only there to yell at him.
“Why do you do this to me?” Eunhyuk whispered huskily, his eyes locked on the younger man. “Why do you tease me so?” Eunhyuk leaned in a little closer letting his steamy breath wash over Donghae’s exposed neck.
“W-what?” Donghae stuttered, immediately confused as he couldn’t think of a reasonable explanation for Eunhyuk’s actions. But being so close to Eunhyuk was making Donghae go into a daze, being around the other was just so intoxicating.
“I see the way you act around Kibum.” Eunhyuk growled, Donghae could feel Eunhyuk’s grip tighten slightly on his wrists, before relaxing the hold. “And then you always wearing tank tops and sweat pants around the house, as if just waiting for me.”
Donghae glanced down at his outfit then turned his gaze back to Eunhyuk, “B-but I haven’t been around Kibum lately.” His voice was low afraid of snapping Eunhyuk out of this lusting mood and into an angry one.
“I believe your line was supposed to be ‘ What are you going to do’.” Eunhyuk smiled as Donghae’s face wrinkled in confusion, then in alarm as he felt Eunhyuk’s hands slowly untying the gray string to his sweat pants.
“Wh-what?!” Donghae asked more confused stopping Eunhyuk’s hands.
“You don’t even remember your own writings anymore?” Eunhyuk chuckled as Donghae’s mouth dropped open into an ‘o’.
“This is cruel..” Donghae replied hurt, imagining this was just some evil game.
“You’re cruel.” Eunhyuk replied, his voice not angry or insulting.
“I know and I’m-” Donghae was silenced by Eunhyuk placing a finger to his lips.
“You are cruel for not telling me sooner how you felt. But I was worse, I have loved you for years and never thought of confessing. So, Lee Donghae I love you.”
“Hy-Hyukkie.” Donghae uttered on in shock, before Eunhyuk pressed their lips together in a glacier melting kiss. All their wants and needs flowing out into that one kiss.
“I want to apologize.” Eunhyuk whispered as he pulled away. “I want to make you feel wonderful.” Donghae just watched wide-eyed as Eunhyuk pulled Donghae’s pants down and knelt in front of him.
“No, don’t… it wasn’t in my fic.” Donghae smiled childishly.
“Well maybe you need to do some editing.” Eunhyuk smiled up at his love before taking him quickly into his mouth. Donghae gasped immediately at the feeling, this was more than he had ever wished for. Donghae’s fingers slid into Eunhyuk’s hair, loving the nice texture against his hand. As well as his arousal loving the feeling of Eunhyuk’s hot cave. And Eunhyuk’s warm tongue.
Donghae let out a loud moan, not caring if it disturbed those trying to watch shows alone at night. Eunhyuk’s tongue swirled around the tip and the full length making Donghae explode into his mouth. Donghae had been too happy with Eunhyuk so he came quickly.
“I…I’m sorry.” Donghae muttered as he dropped into Eunhyuk’s awaiting arms.
“For what?” Eunhyuk smiled down at his lover, whose eyes were heavily glazed over pleasure.
“The mess.” Donghae mumbled honestly. His eyes closing, finally feeling at peace, his body feeling warm and ready to make up for the sleep he had missed out on. Eunhyuk delicately picked Donghae up, carrying him into his room, laying him down on the bed.
Eunhyuk carefully pulled Donghae’s pants back up, before crawling into the bed next to him. “Let me sing you a song while you fall asleep.” Eunhyuk whispered.
“Are you sure?” Donghae asked forcing his eyes to stay open, he knew Eunhyuk didn’t usually like to sing because whether he admitted it or not he was self conscious about it. He always found rapping and dancing his strong parts.
“I am positive.” Eunhyuk draped an arm around Donghae, letting the other melt into his touch. “You are my everything, nothing your love won't bring, my life is yours alone, the only love I've ever known. Your spirit pulls me through, when nothing else will do. Every night I pray on bended knee that you will always be my everything~”
Donghae fell asleep listening to the familiar song, that when he thinks about it tomorrow will probably cry. But right at that moment, being in Eunhyuk’s arms was all that mattered.
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sorry towards the end this fic died and sorry it wasn't as good as the first part thing. sorry for grammar errors!
pairing: Eunhae or Hyukhae depending on what you want to call it
rating: R/NC-17
summary: Donghae writes fan fics..
Disclaimer: I own no one and nothing.
Notes: people asked me to write a sequel so here it is.
Donghae’s hand trembled over the keyboard, the window on the screen blinking at him awaiting his answer. But everything would be so final when he clicked “yes” to understanding the deleting of his account would make everything he worked so hard to achieve disappear in a blink, just like his chance with Eunhyuk. Donghae wrote an email apologizing to everyone who had ever read one of his fics, letting them know he was deleting his account because it hurt someone he loved.
Donghae turned his head away from the screen and hit enter, letting the internet wash away his account, as tears danced down his cheeks.
“You okay?” Teukie’s motherly concern wrapped around Donghae along with Teukie’s warm and welcoming arms.
“I-I’m fine.” Donghae choked out, squeezing his thin eyelids shut trying to block out the tears.
“Don’t lie,” Teukie began to slowly stroke the younger boy’s hair comfortingly as the tears drenched his shirt. Donghae’s fingers clung to the elder man’s shirt, not wanting him to disappear like Eunhyuk.
“I’m not going anywhere.” Teukie reassured kissing brown mess of hair that he had grown familiar to. They stayed that way for an hour, and probably would have stayed in that position more if overly dramatic Heechul hadn’t burst through the door.
“Life is ending!” Heechul cried out throwing himself down on the couch.
“What’s wrong?” Teukie asked, still stroking Donghae’s silky soft hair.
“I’m never going to be able to read what happens next in ‘Mistakes Of The Heart’!” Heechul moaned burying his head into the couch pillow. Donghae lifted his head away from Teukie’s chest after hearing the familiar title. The title he had written.
“’Mistakes of the Heart’?” Teukie wondered aloud.
“Yeah, it was this great eunhae fan fic I was reading, but I got an email from the author saying they were deleting their account, something about hurting someone they loved.” Heechul sighed angrily, “They should have just set their journal to private or something so that person couldn’t read it. Things were just heating up between Eunhyuk and Donghae.” Heechul pouted.
“Fan fics are stupid.” Donghae muttered, pulling out of Teukie’s warm embrace.
“What?” Heechul questioned sittign up.
“I said fan fics are stupid!” Donghae screamed, now standing. “All they are stupid little fantasies that can never fucking happen! Th-those writers are just delusional thinking something like eunhae could ever happen! Cause it can’t! It never will!” Donghae stormed out of the room, slamming the bathroom door securely behind him. Before he sunk into a big mess on the floor.
“Heechul..” Teukie shook his head before standing, he walked delicately down the hallway before pressing an ear to the bathroom door to hear the harsh sobs coming from his dongsaeng on the other side. “Hae, you okay?” He whispered gently. He heard the loud sobs become muffled, Donghae didn’t want him to know how upset he was.
“I’m right here if you need me.” Teukie whispered, sliding himself down the door. He knew Donghae needed someone near.
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“He is crying again.” Kibum spoke, leaning against the doorframe to his hyung’s room.
“I know,” Eunhyuk replied, his fingers only pausing for a moment from typing upon his keyboard.
“This is the 24th time in four days.” Kibum sighed, “You do know only you can make this stop..” Eunhyuk kept his focus on the screen in front of him until he heard Kibum’s foot steps walking away.
Eunhyuk let out a painful sigh, pushing the keyboard away. It was actually the 27th time Donghae had cried, Eunhyuk had been counting. He also counted how many hours Donghae slept, which added up to about 7 hours all together, mostly because Teukie snuck Nyquil into Donghae’s drink, the cold medicine knocked the young man out instantly.
Most people in the house didn’t look at Eunhyuk the same, always sending angry glances for what he did to Donghae, but what was worst of all is Eunhyuk didn’t even look at himself the same. Eunhyuk found himself reading sad fan fics, where everything possible got in the way of eunhae love but they always ended up together. Eunhyuk partially hoped that would be how the story of his life would end.
He had always read the fan fics Donghae posted unaware of who the writer was until that one night, that changed his life. The night he saw Donghae’s account open on the computer screen and then the next day got an email, letting him know Donghae closed his account. No one knew Eunhyuk knew Donghae closed his account before of hurting someone he loved.
Loved, such a strong word. Eunhyuk had wanted for so long to know Donghae loved him or felt the same as he did. But now that it happened it almost didn’t seem real. Life doesn’t end happily, its not like the stories. Eunhyuk didn’t want to set himself up for a fall but sometimes you never know what’s going to happen until you try.
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“You look better, Hae.” Teukie smiled down at the younger man lying on the couch watching cartoons.
“I don’t feel it.” Donghae’s hoarse whisper came from behind a pillow.
“You will in time, I promise.” Teukie moved Donghae’s bangs out of his face and away from his red puffy eyes.
“Umma, does anything ever end truly happy?” Donghae looked up questioningly.
“Of course, hun.” Teukie smiled, a thought coming to mind. “So far Kangin and I are very happen, took us a long time to get together but confessing was probably the best thing I could have done.” Teukie opened his mouth to began to speak when a small beep from his pocket. He pulled out his cell phone checking his text message.
“Umm I have to go get groceries. I’ll be back later, Hae.” Donghae looked up and watched Teukie disappear quickly out the door. Donghae let out a sigh and pushed himself into a sitting up position. His eyes starring blankly at the television, not listening to happy characters on the screen.
Donghae wasn’t sure how long he stayed like that just watching the screen. His heart along with his mind seemed blank. Almost like he cried every emotion away. He let out a long sigh as he looked at the clock, it said 8:23, surprisingly for the first time in four days all he wanted to do was sleep.
He stood up stretching his arms high above his head, letting small cracks from his back be heard. A warming comfortable feeling washed over his body before quickly fading. He switched off the television and the living room lights. He wondered why Teukie hadn’t return yet.
Donghae dragged his feet down the poorly lit hall. Most other members closed themselves away for the night. Most probably watching some nighttime shows. Donghae froze as he noticed Eunhyuk’s door creak open, light spilling out into the hall until he closed the door.
Donghae just froze watching the older boy. He felt his heart begin to race as Eunhyuk stepped closer, straight towards him, not avoiding him like he was used to. There was something in Eunhyuk’s eyes Donghae had never seen before, something indescribable.
Eunhyuk stepped close, pushing Donghae against the wall. Donghae immediately felt alive again, no longer a walking zombie. But he feared Eunhyuk was only there to yell at him.
“Why do you do this to me?” Eunhyuk whispered huskily, his eyes locked on the younger man. “Why do you tease me so?” Eunhyuk leaned in a little closer letting his steamy breath wash over Donghae’s exposed neck.
“W-what?” Donghae stuttered, immediately confused as he couldn’t think of a reasonable explanation for Eunhyuk’s actions. But being so close to Eunhyuk was making Donghae go into a daze, being around the other was just so intoxicating.
“I see the way you act around Kibum.” Eunhyuk growled, Donghae could feel Eunhyuk’s grip tighten slightly on his wrists, before relaxing the hold. “And then you always wearing tank tops and sweat pants around the house, as if just waiting for me.”
Donghae glanced down at his outfit then turned his gaze back to Eunhyuk, “B-but I haven’t been around Kibum lately.” His voice was low afraid of snapping Eunhyuk out of this lusting mood and into an angry one.
“I believe your line was supposed to be ‘ What are you going to do’.” Eunhyuk smiled as Donghae’s face wrinkled in confusion, then in alarm as he felt Eunhyuk’s hands slowly untying the gray string to his sweat pants.
“Wh-what?!” Donghae asked more confused stopping Eunhyuk’s hands.
“You don’t even remember your own writings anymore?” Eunhyuk chuckled as Donghae’s mouth dropped open into an ‘o’.
“This is cruel..” Donghae replied hurt, imagining this was just some evil game.
“You’re cruel.” Eunhyuk replied, his voice not angry or insulting.
“I know and I’m-” Donghae was silenced by Eunhyuk placing a finger to his lips.
“You are cruel for not telling me sooner how you felt. But I was worse, I have loved you for years and never thought of confessing. So, Lee Donghae I love you.”
“Hy-Hyukkie.” Donghae uttered on in shock, before Eunhyuk pressed their lips together in a glacier melting kiss. All their wants and needs flowing out into that one kiss.
“I want to apologize.” Eunhyuk whispered as he pulled away. “I want to make you feel wonderful.” Donghae just watched wide-eyed as Eunhyuk pulled Donghae’s pants down and knelt in front of him.
“No, don’t… it wasn’t in my fic.” Donghae smiled childishly.
“Well maybe you need to do some editing.” Eunhyuk smiled up at his love before taking him quickly into his mouth. Donghae gasped immediately at the feeling, this was more than he had ever wished for. Donghae’s fingers slid into Eunhyuk’s hair, loving the nice texture against his hand. As well as his arousal loving the feeling of Eunhyuk’s hot cave. And Eunhyuk’s warm tongue.
Donghae let out a loud moan, not caring if it disturbed those trying to watch shows alone at night. Eunhyuk’s tongue swirled around the tip and the full length making Donghae explode into his mouth. Donghae had been too happy with Eunhyuk so he came quickly.
“I…I’m sorry.” Donghae muttered as he dropped into Eunhyuk’s awaiting arms.
“For what?” Eunhyuk smiled down at his lover, whose eyes were heavily glazed over pleasure.
“The mess.” Donghae mumbled honestly. His eyes closing, finally feeling at peace, his body feeling warm and ready to make up for the sleep he had missed out on. Eunhyuk delicately picked Donghae up, carrying him into his room, laying him down on the bed.
Eunhyuk carefully pulled Donghae’s pants back up, before crawling into the bed next to him. “Let me sing you a song while you fall asleep.” Eunhyuk whispered.
“Are you sure?” Donghae asked forcing his eyes to stay open, he knew Eunhyuk didn’t usually like to sing because whether he admitted it or not he was self conscious about it. He always found rapping and dancing his strong parts.
“I am positive.” Eunhyuk draped an arm around Donghae, letting the other melt into his touch. “You are my everything, nothing your love won't bring, my life is yours alone, the only love I've ever known. Your spirit pulls me through, when nothing else will do. Every night I pray on bended knee that you will always be my everything~”
Donghae fell asleep listening to the familiar song, that when he thinks about it tomorrow will probably cry. But right at that moment, being in Eunhyuk’s arms was all that mattered.
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sorry towards the end this fic died and sorry it wasn't as good as the first part thing. sorry for grammar errors!