o24. (down with quiet)

[notevendiseased]

Y'know, I really think I should tell you guys how little I like silence. Like, I really don't like it. At all. If I could have everything my way, they'd never go home. Ever. Bugs me. Honest. Just grabs me by the back of the neck and wrecks me. So I went down to the conbini and bought a whole bunch of balloons and just blew them up and popped 'em

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[notevendiseased]

Figure what out? Other than everything?

[notevendiseased]

Yeah, yeah, I will. Shut your face, wouldja.

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[harunosakura91]

You're worrying too much, Naruto. And probably thinking too much. I thought that was my job.

You're more than enough the way you are. Believe me. We'll just have to figure out what to do with him together. Okay?

It's very quiet. I have my iPod turned up pretty loud. Hina-chan keeps looking at me with the oddest expression. I didn't think she'd mind me seeing you so much. How am I going to tell her the rest?

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[notevendiseased]

...I totally thought Sasuke was the only person who could do that.

..................that's almost unnerving but not enough to really bother me.

But I'll stop worrying when you stop worrying. I like Hinata-chan. I do. And I know you do too. But we don't need to explain ourselves to anybody, ever, and y'know what, so far, it seems like 'sbetter if we don't. Forget about explaining yourself, you don't need to. I know she's givin' you a weird look, but y'know what? There is no look on the face of this planet that is gunna change you, who you are, how much he and I adore you.

Don't worry about how you're going to tell her, because you really don't have to.

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[harunosakura91]

I'm sorry. I was worried about you, and I figured you'd written more. I don't usually break into people's journals (other than Sasuke), I respect privacy more than the bastard. I hope you're not too mad.

Everyone is figuring it out on their own. I don't know what more we could tell them. You're right. It doesn't change anything. Thank you, Naruto.

After school, tuxedo. No arguments.

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[notevendiseased]

Hey, nah, don't worry about it, s'not a big deal, just spooked me a bit. Iuneven know how you guys pull that kinda stuff off, so don't mind me, seriously. I'm totally good. Just kinda flipped a biscuit cuz now I'm worried how many other people can see it.

And hey, you're welcome, but I mean, whatever you wanna do, Sakura. Things 're gunna be fine.

Promise.

...and what what in the butt.

Insanely private and unhackable

[sombresands]

People will always be assholes, Naruto. I know this better then you could possibly imagine. Do you know what happened when it was revealed in my old school what I was? First I was raped. In the fucking gym showers by the one person I trusted. The rumors spread like wildfire and I was verbally, and physically harrassed every day. I'd have bruises the size of dinner plates but I was more terrified of doing anything then I was of them. I put up with it for a whole year. People were assholes, the biggest you can imagine. Do you know what I would have given for just slander on a wall? Anything. Everything I had. What you, Sasuke, and Sakura have is NOTHING compared to the shit I've wallowed through. but my life got better. Better then I ever dreamed. Yes, it might very well end. That's why I say live it to the max while you can. Sasuke already foresees it wearing off eventually so do what you want now. Don't hide it. Don't do what I did. You'll find people who will speak ill of it, of you. Ignore them. But it isn't an invitation to shove

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[notevendiseased]

...thanks, Gaara. I'll do my best.

I feel like I should say more, but I don't wanna I pity you. I don't wanna pity you not because what you've gone through doesn' garner pity, but cuz I don't really think it'll help, or that it'll reflect everything you've gone through. You're onea those people where I just-- I dunno. I think about you and I get angry, and it's not at you, it's at everybody you've ever met an' a lot of people you haven't.

I don't get why some people have to suffer so much and other people just...don't. I don't get it. Same way I get about Sasuke, actually. And Neji, too, sometimes.I just... I want everything to be okay. I know that what we just pulled-- I know everybody thought one or the other of us was gunna pair off with another one. Iunno. Whether it was gunna be me or Sasuke, or me an' Sakura, or Sakura an' Sasuke, it was gunna be a pair, that's what people wanted, that's what woulda been normal. And I know what we did wasn't normal and that it's gunna take shit, as such, but I just... It's what we did

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[sombresands]

Thank you. I dislike it when people give me pity, or treat me differently when they find out what happened to me. I'm still me, but I rather this not become public knowledge either. Only a small number know, so I am asking you to keep that knowledge to yourself