the internets is boring. i refuse to come under its spell again. my life is in its renaissance, and the internet is like the church, trying to drag me in and live my life by its order and aspect. i choose the polyphony of the real world over the monophonic hum of this black box
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good luck!
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kthx.
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ha, and i also feel like my life is in a renaissance of sorts-- i'm starting to get serious about school and am starting to think about what kind of jobs i might like to have in the future that won't drain my soul away.
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this concept has been one ive been dealing with my entire existance, as i observed more and more the (what i see as) HELL that most people accept as employment. i try not to think about the past few years as a waste of time during which i could have been working towards my "career", and more as time spent trying to figure out what it is that i can live my life doing that will make me happy and keep a roof over my head. which is really what i WAS doing, though it might have looked to others as if i was just floating through life and not getting anywhere, or trying to, just all sad and heavy. all of which is also partially true, though more was going on mentally than anyone (including me at times) could have percieved.
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