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[notevryothachic]

This will probably be the deepest journal entry I've wrote yet.But I just have to get this off my chest someway.Everytime I wish I had someone there for me,a family,a normal family,I never got it.I lived my whole life always wanting,always needing,never got anything I asked for.I have no daddy,he died,even when he was alive he wasn't really in my

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[hot_caramel15]

ahh, damn gurl i dont even know how to respond to that.
- All I can say is I hope things get better you know. When I see how your life is, it makes to never want to complain about my problems. But you just gotta always look at the positive side, and think things could always be worse.
- But I hope your momma makes it through whatever she is going through. Makes me want to apperciate my momma more..Because really we dont get along..and she be gettin on my last nerves. Im more of a daddys gurl.
- But keep your head up, and ill pray for ya.

[_glamerous_]

i swear like no lie my mom used to be like that only she was so depressed she wouldnt even get out of bed unless she had to go to the bathroom,she even ate in bed! like when my sister couldnt take care of us(she had 2 kids already) we were basiclly taking care of ourselves. like her depression got so bad someone called c.y.f. and they told my mom if she didnt get help then they would take us off her so until she got better. so until she got better we were staying with my cousins.but i was like never upset with my mom because before all this we were living in Germany and my dad had started using drugs and he got abusive(he was in the army) so like he got discharged and then we were just on our own and eventually were broke,so we had to live in a shelter for battered women and kids who didnt have no money then when we moved out of there 6-7 months later when we moved out into a house thats when she got depressed. then our old house caught on fire and when we moved again thats finally what gave her the kick in the ass to get help she

[___mochasxy]

I know you don't know me and all, but I came across your entry and felt the need to comment. My mom and I are extremely close, and I could not imagine losing her either. All I can really tell you, since I can't "relate", is to try - as hard as it may be - to stay strong and keep your faith in God. Keep praying and keep Him on your side.

[and1professor]

omg I really dunno wut to say but I really do hope that your mother is okay. Keep readin the bible and go to church cuz in my opinion thats the ONLY real way to keep ur sanity

[little_erika]

you know what...
all you can do is be there for your mother
and talk to her.
my mother is depressed like that too
and she is currently tryiing to cure
hers with liquor.

i know how you feel about losing your
mother; my mother was talking like that too
and i know its hard.

just tell her you love her and be there for her
cause thats really all you can do; let your mother
know that you got her back in her times of need.