so the amazing amazing creature died. jimmy was hit by a car sunday night and it totally sucks. i feel as if there is this weight of gloom on our house. that little boy brought some much light and fun into this place. now it seems colder and messier and i hate walking on his kitty litter he spilled on the kitchen floor. i miss him playing with my ( Read more... )

i really want to take a nap right now. jimmy, my roomies kitty looks so pleasent. i realy love love that creature. he is so sweet and prescious and he's gotten better since thanksgiving!! i feel like thanksgiving was so weird transition, not just for jimmy for for life. some exciting things happened. me and emily gershman hung out a lot..we saved a ( Read more... )

i too feel as if i am my best and worst these days.
i'm wavering, and i think i'm gettign better. i hear my conscience again..a little bit more than i used too.

i am wearing this really rad screenprinted cat sweatshirt that luke stevens made. everyone in my house is asleep. maybe not char jones she stays up forever. i would really like to listen to the cocteau twins right now and maybe dance around my room. i went to planned parenthood this morning and had my first EC pill. it made my stomach feel a ( Read more... )

my house has a kitten. his name is jimmy tombs. i stole him a collar today with a beautiful little bell. he has seperation anxiety and wants to go outside. i live on the cock block. it sucks on weekends and mostly every weeknight. assholes starting fights and smashing beer bottles and stalkers trying to get into my house. i got a new job at a ( Read more... )

i feel very displaced and far away from everything that is going on with katrina. there is donations and things like that going on in richmond, but information wise it seems very small scaled. but i've also been miss reclusive. hoping to get to flying brick tomorrow to read up on things. i've been cooking and baking a lot. stuff from scratch which ( Read more... )

soo i am still vunerble. and i'm trying to not feleing guilty for it. what a sily idea that i feel horrible that my lover treated me like shit and i am still trying to deal with it and i am not ready or willing to be in a monagamous relationship. i am just nervous this person will invest too much emotional energy into me and i wont be ready or ( Read more... )

"Americans tend to think of poor people as being responsible for their own economic woes," says sociologist Andrew Cherlin of Johns Hopkins University. "But this was a case where the poor were clearly not at fault. It was a reminder that we have a moral obligation to provide every American with a decent life ( Read more... )

so i have my first therapy appointment on thursday at 2pm. taking the bus to the west end. this will hopefully be good. applied at a few places, i have become so picky about where i want to work. is that so bad? i'm going to make signs to be a dog walker. that'd be so much fun and maybe a pet sitter as well. i got the idea from these cutesy posters ( Read more... )

frustrated about my life again. seems very directionless. a week on fun in nyc only delays these feelings a tad bit...gotta find a job a good job that pays me a lot of money so i can save and go visit my sister in ireland and pay my rent. making a lot of money with no degree and not much experience in fields other than retail and food means that i ( Read more... )