It's Gwen's birthday! Yay! She's 13 now. Hoorah!

Today was good. I'm happy and that's nice, but my hair is a mess and I don't care. I really want to go watch Lost. I think I will. =D I'm weird. I love it.

Me = emo kid

I watched Lost on DVD and I cried during the first episode. Heheh. I am SUCH an emo kid.

Hmmmm, the Wave is going well. I love Lost. It says FATE and LATE on my hands. That's all for now. Heheheh.

I feel disguisting and fat. Lonely, too. I wish I had something half-way interesting to do. But no. I feel like shit. I went to a rec dance yesterday. I danced like a mad fool. Dancing = fun. Afterwards, I looked like I was on drugs with my smeared eyeliner and faded red lipstick. Everyone agreed. Heheheh. I hope I feel better tomorrow.

I hate how this stupid family eats diner together but doesn't talk. I mean, what's the point?

So I went to play, didn't do much. Went over some of my songs. Got home, ate, and now I'm posting. Oh, and I'm making a doctumentory on the Wave. Hah, that's gunna be fun. Buh bye, now!

Since I'm lazy, we'll make bullets.

• broke up with Kyle.
• got a camcorder for Christmas.  Filmed random things.
• got tickets to Rent.  Saw it on Tuesday.  Missed Cary Shields and Karmine Alers greatly.  Loved Will Chase.
• became addicted to www.caryshields.com/forum . I'm 'Tango to Hell'
• started to laugh anytime someone says, "Jesus Christ!"  (see the ( Read more... )

I'm begining to feel like I've forgotten how to feel happy.

It's the Christmas season- sorry- Holiday season!  I should be bursting with happiness!  But I'm not.  And I don't know why.  And it's making me sadder.  AND I don't know if I love Kyle.  (I'm praying he isn't reading this)  I don't know what happened!  Maybe I'm feeling the backlashes of ( Read more... )

I'm still shaking. He kissed me! He KISSED me! He kissed ME! Holy crap man. Oh my god! He says that he loves me too. Double Holy crap. After rehearsal he just goes, "Bye," and kisses me. Maddie was there. Oh my goodness gracias ass bodatious. First kiss <3 Oh my god! <333333

Yesterday I found out that I got the part of Dr. Berg in the play, The Wave, my school is doing. It wasn't the part I expected but it's the biggest lead. Yay. I've decided that my first name is Celia. Celia Berg. Sounds nice, right? And I felt like crap. My throat was swollen. But I went to school anyway. Later when I got home, I had a ( Read more... )

I have a boyfriend! I went to go see Rent with some friends on Friday and everyone who I saw it with liked it. Some of us cried (me after the movie ended and *coughkylescough*). Then later Shupp and I were texting and he asked me out! I said yes and now Michael's pissed! It's kind of funny actually. Even though it's not. So. I'm in the mood ( Read more... )