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 This is the last time I fall for something like this ever again. I feel like I was just something there to keep you going, to stop you from giving up and falling too far in. I feel nieve and pathetic, most of all played with. You started everything and left me with nothing. I don't think I care anymore. Every once in awhile I get this feeling that ( Read more... )

Its fucking sad when u go out of your way when a friend needs u, but they can't return the favor. Not even go out of their way, just, simply, call. I'd like to thank the ones who know what have been going on lately and know the things that have happened in the past 2 weeks and have helped. The others, I don't know, u deside when you have some time ( Read more... )

"'we think differently at night.' she told me. 'I feel there is an angel in me' she'd say "whom I am constantly shocking" The she would smile and look away, light a cigarette for me. Sigh and rise. and strech. Her sweet anatomy."

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it's too the point where it's getting hard again, and really what do you do? I know what we do, we give up. We run away, no matter if it is by choice or responsiblity.

I need to get my ass in gear.
grant needs to come home.
and I need to stop getting in trouble at school asap.

oh and find a new roomate. oh and a new place to live.

fuck.

approx. 2,431 miles away. or 1 day and 12 hours. Thank you google earth.

my lifes fucking weird...


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