Haven't posted in a while.

I did, it was probably my longest entry, then my computer re-freshed and it got deleted. I was so mad I screamed. Literally. Alright, so I have like 13 more christmas presents to get people, ugh, and not very much time left. The best thing was what I got hannah, I really like it and I hope she does too.  Anyway... I got ( Read more... )

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Its funny. Ever since I wrote that last thing, people are telling me that I shouldn't kill myself. Did I say I was going to? No. I just think it would be a good idea to stop functioning. Stop caring about what everyone is going to think of you, because there not you. Only you are you. With that,  I can say I don't want to end my life. I don't, I ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning. Again, same old ruitine, what ever. I got to this after noon, a regular sunday, now tonight, tonight was diffrent, I started to think. Yes, to all those people who dont even think I can think, I can, but I normally don't want to. What I thought about? I'll tell you, it made sense. I hope every day that I will die that day. ( Read more... )

Mmm, people want attention, I know this for a fact. I was one of them, in some ways... I still am... but its annoying how obvious it is, and when I see the reaction to other people... and when the same thing happened to me, I didn't get half of the love and care that others have gotten... almost like, I'm under them... I guess that really means I ( Read more... )

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why do I even bother?
WHY!?! WAHT THE FUCK DID I DO TO GET THIS IM SORY I DONT KNOW WAT HAVE TO DO TO GET PEOPLE TO REALIZE IM SORRY, AND SEE THE REAL ME... THIS ISN'T ME... THIS IS ME... WITH A COVER OVER ME, AND I WANT TO CHANGE AND I DONT KNOW HOW... JUST...... GO, STOP READING... ITS OVER NOW

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Well, this weekend wasn't a total blow, i got some book its done (3)... I read like madd, lol... i dont think I ever read that much in a period of 3 days.. haha, so anyway... omg, im smart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I took this test right, and i oonly got 2 q's wrong, and not many ppls can do that... so yeah, apperanly i should be in ( Read more... )

Im really sick... I def. lost my voice.. I really don't wanna go to school 2m, lol... so anyway, I think Imma not go to school... omg I feel sooo baddd, i byaccidently made Rikkie a blurty and she wanted a live journal... I feel badd cuz I mis understood her, and I dont know why the fuck I dont have a live journal code... if you have a live journal ( Read more... )

no one can get out of there house.. leaving us all to be doomed of complete and utter bordem all day long...so...yeah
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