hey their kim... i havnt talked to you in a while... i feel bad that you are feeling so cruddy, and it is probably just a bad day. and i can't say that i know particularly what you are going through, but i have experienced the shit-storms one after another and it sucks. i also wish i could throw out some cheesy philisophical rhetoric, but i dont really know any... all i knows is that you are a great person and it may not seem like alot coming from me, but you i can see alot of potential in you. mainly from your personality, so outgoing and carefree. alot of people arnt like that, they keep to themselves and never let people hear what they have to say. but the people who speak up are the achievers. and that is kim in a nutshell. i hope this little spiel of mine helped... all i really have to say is keep your head up. dont stop trying, cause there is always hope even in the most harsh situations. when i come to revere, ill buy you a sunday... that usually makes me feel better.
i sit there and talk to u for like 3hrs lol... even after u say u dont wanna talk... then u write a journal entry? where was my call? i cant be there for u if u dont want me to... im only a phone call away... xbfflx lol im so lame...
*things dont always work out... things dont always go right... but if u give up on them... things will always turn out that way... u just have to find a bright side to the chaos and run towards it...*
ps///when i say u can call me... dont go and write and entry instead... jerk... lol...
Re: ...um hellonothinglastsDecember 19 2004, 22:33:07 UTC
i didnt want to talk to anyone. im sorry. i was just in one of those moods where i wanted to sit an my room listen to the saddest love songs. an cry anthat is exactly what i did hahah im a mess but who didnt know that?
Kim, im sure that i dont have to tell you that ill be here for everything you need. You need to stop bieng so hard on yourself, and wishing things to get better. We need to stop bieng procrastinators and get out lives together. Because i sure as hell and not happy with myself either. also, you say that you have nothing to give in return. your compassion, friendship, and love is the only thing you should be giving. materialistic gifts are not the answer, thats not what a friendship is about. I know in my heart that your just going through a rough time.
Can we please push eachother to do what we wish? we talk about alot of things, but never get anything accomplished. im worried that your going to fail out of school for absences. and im scared that im going to go crazy at work.
katie i love you so much this made me cry i know that you will always be there for me but i just dont want to burden you with my problems on top of yours an most of the time i cant explain what is wrong im not good with words you should know this.
katie in order to push each other to do waht we wish we need to know what we want to do
i want a day job with decent pay an night school an a boy for all seasons. and to just feel better about everything in my life.
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ps... feel better, or else!!!
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an im counting on that sunday
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*things dont always work out... things dont always go right... but if u give up on them... things will always turn out that way... u just have to find a bright side to the chaos and run towards it...*
ps///when i say u can call me... dont go and write and entry instead... jerk... lol...
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im sorry.
i was just in one of those moods
where i wanted to sit an my room
listen to the saddest love songs.
an cry
anthat is exactly what i did
hahah
im a mess
but who didnt know that?
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Can we please push eachother to do what we wish?
we talk about alot of things, but never get anything accomplished.
im worried that your going to fail out of school for absences.
and im scared that im going to go crazy at work.
i love you, my bestest fucking friend.<3<3
xoKATIE
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this made me cry
i know that you will always be there for me
but i just dont want to burden you
with my problems on top of yours
an most of the time
i cant explain what is wrong
im not good with words
you should know this.
katie in order to push each other to do waht we wish
we need to know what we want to do
i want a day job with decent pay
an night school
an a boy for all seasons.
and to just feel better about everything in my life.
how does this get accomplished?
<3
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