i've come to realize that i really must not be worth any ones time. why else would it be so easy for my so called friends to forget that they've got plans with me, forget to call me, forget to here me and to forget me all together, a few things that have happened in the past week have helped me to this conclusion no one cares enough about me to see ( Read more... )

okay my gradmother told me that she and my grandfather might not be here when i got out of work and to call my dad well i got a ride from someone else then my dad showed up and was fucking pissed! cuz my grandmother had called him to come down so i'd have a ride but then i was already home and he had come all the way down here for nothing what was ( Read more... )

here's whats been happening i havent even started my summer school work, i work like three days a week alex is gone so i don't have as much to do cuz when she was here we hung out alot i'd hang out with brittney but shes always working with mike and nick or something, i can send out for my drivers licens soon yay right my car keeps getting fucked ( Read more... )

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remember courage is not the absence of fear or dispair, but the strangth to conquer them...

always behind you...
even if it's acrosed the country
down the hallway
hidden around the corner
next to the room with the lock
crouched in the safty of the shadows...
you'll still have my support even if only in spirit.

i want people to comment on this one okay and please tell the truth as in DON'T LIE
i want to know what every one thinks of me like what they really think and if also if you add in tips you might have to make me better you know less boring that'd help to PLEASE DO THIS FOE ME

grr my fucking aim wont work and it hasn't for like a week

well i found out alex is coming up to maine on the 18th i can't wait! it's been so long and things did go to well when she left and in a week or so i'll be going down to york lol i wonder if tarra well be able to hang out this summer and in a couple of weeks i'm gonna bring darci with me down to york to go to the beach and i'm only gonna be working ( Read more... )

i'm not going to school tomorrow i have to go to a funeral

YES i am done with all but two of my FINALS!!! yay so happy i only have tech tools and art left then i'm done so happy and i think i've got a job for the summer to then as long as i get my work done over the summer i get to be in 11th grade next year all for now